Life is but a blink of an eye to you, but to me, life is eternity’s wish. Eternity’s wish has been good to me lately, sure, I have my ups and downs, but, my solid foundation is always there to support me. You and I worked so long at building that foundation and now that it’s there, I feel a little more at home. I still wish the ground wouldn’t shake as much when little storms cloud my brain; but, I know I’m on the right track.
Relationships have taken me on a ride recently, boy have I learned a lot. I am so grateful to you, I’ve grown so much internally through these relationship rides and I’ve learned to process emotions, feelings, thoughts and instincts in a way that honors my soul. I thank you endlessly for these gifts of education. I realize life is about living, learning, failing and getting back up again because the ups and downs are what I chose when I chose this life.
I wish I could wrap my arms around the world and entrance people in the warm embrace of connection. I feel the energy of so many beings and I wish there was more I could do in this world. My purpose is starting to yell at me again, the last time it did, I started this blog. So, I guess we’ll see what comes next.
Somedays, I feel like a flowing river, other days solid ice and sometimes a sharp icicle. The river days are usually the ones where I feel so at peace and twinkly about life, as if miracle after miracle shines brighter and brighter. I guess the best way to describe it is those days when the sparkle in my eye illuminates the reality I see making it my dream. The solid ice days are the ones where I feel a little lost and meh, so, I stand firmly on my solid block of ice; my foundation. It’ll never crack, the years of freezing the water of my foundation make it so. And the icicle days are the in-between days, when I feel sort of solid, a little watery but sharp in knowing my boundaries.
One thing is for sure, I always see you. No matter what day I’m having or what lesson I’m learning, your effervescent glow shines out of my being and through the visions my eyes present. I am truly grateful for you. Look at us, what a journey we’ve been through! I have one thing to ask you, you know I love my questions! Are all the dreams I still dream and thoughts I still hope to become true…are they truly going to be reality?
You know that answer