You’re the waves, reality is the sand and I am the ocean in-between. You’re the ups and downs, the whitewash and the clear blue – the rises and the falls. The sand is always there, keeping everything in perspective. And I am just all that comes between the two; maybe I’m the creatures, maybe I’m the shells, maybe I’m the abyss, or maybe I’m just the air in-between every wave. But this beach is always mine. No matter what the perceived label is, I get to create every ounce of my vision.
Even though I am creating this dream of life, I am still living it just as much. So, as every wave hits me, I experience it as something new. There is that little twinge of nostalgia, but it’s nothing more than a distant familiarity. I could live each rise over and over; I could live each fall over and over. Without those “falls”, I would’ve never known how good each rise felt. I just wish I could remember that when I’m in the fall.
So, the next time the waves come crashing down, I’ll be there for my intuition. I’ll listen at its first call, and I’ll let the blurry whispers of fear float away. The next time the waves come crashing down, I’ll breathe in the opportunity. I’ll remind myself the rise is coming. The next time the waves come crashing down, I’ll say thank you. After all, freedom is in loving the fall.
So, the next time I ride the waves with ease, I’ll breathe and soak it all in. I’ll savor every moment and take my time riding. The next time I ride the waves with ease, I’ll pay attention to my emotions. I’ll watch the flow create its waves in me. The next time I ride the waves with ease, I’ll clear out everything else. I’ll forget the external clutter and the internal hustle – I’ll lean into my peace.
A little caterpillar on a big oak tree, Falling in love with the hide and see, (finding the best spot for shade, blending in with the bark, making a small mark). Turning over a new leaf Or at least trying, adding belief. Tumbling from branches, hitting the ground, Life’s great adventure lies in playing around. (No creature could have been stiller when it came to pursuing the big dreams)?
Inching to crawl, Hearing the call, (Beyond words and thoughts, it was coming) Something so deep, A cry to evolve, a deafening weep. (A dance within, change was looming in place).
With another slither, The cocoon whispered, “come hither” Everything became s l o w, Sky and sight disappeared. (All was blank, in this blanket’s show).
Hugging its skin like gentle fluff, The cocoon became soothing, Breaking the warmth, becoming rough, Cold air brushed the new body – blooming. Like a flower that came to life, Testing its wings like they were petals, The butterfly took a flight, A new world went into view, The flapping wings appeared blue, Something ineffable, only divine, As if nothing could take away its sun-kissed shine, It floated over the trees, Tasting nature’s nectar, finally free. Ready to make another leap, Fear started to weep. The adrenaline of truly being alive, Was such a magical dive. Something inside was afraid fear would arrive, But through a smile of the eyes, And a breath of love, So many more surprises Awaited these wings delicately above.
Thank you to my awesome pal, Aarushi for doing this collaboration with me!!! We had a vision for this post and it came to life so beautifully…better than I could’ve ever envisioned! Which piece is your favorite? Which image do you like best? We’d so love to hear!!
Vision goes blurry, my reality becomes blank. All I can do is hear and feel, and I smile at that comfort because, sometimes, all the labels are overwhelming.
The chirping birds come first, but, they quickly fade. As I go through my day’s events, Mom’s voice starts speaking to me showing me all the little lessons. Her voice evolves into the Universe’s, me. This chill and tingling feeling comes over my still being as I find comfort in the voice that’s speaking to me. I know it’s my higher self, but, the more I listen, the more I let go of labels.
“Remember, this life is but a blink. A seemingly big event to you, is a speck to the infinite Universe you really are inside.”
As my conversation ends for now, music’s soft hum and clear words come through. Music is like my invisible blanket – always comforting my soul, warming my heart, soothing my mind and taking away anything cold. I find peace in lyrics and vibrations in tunes; and when they magically come together, harmony is achieved. Music triggers my memories and now they’re dancing together. Lyrics take the stage, then an associated memory joins, the lights start flashing and I instinctually know the lights are the tunes. Then it becomes the ultimate paradox – my mind’s eye and my ear’s feelings.
As the music evaporates into my being, everything begins to fade into the astral world. But, I’m still awake enough in this reality to soak in the coziness of my warm bed, the tenderness of the pillow holding my head and the cool breeze of the fan above. Then, my mind picks something else to bring me back. People start visiting; he shows up, then her and then my imagination chooses to wander around and turn them into my perfection. All my thoughts suddenly want a turn, so, I breathe deeply and access that soothing universal voice from before.
“This is all an illusion. I choose my dreams, I choose the beyond. The divinity within this speck of a moment is my creation. Mind, thank you for your memories and lessons. Ears, thank you for the adventures. Through love, through stillness and through my stardust – I ascend, I always choose.”
With that, I drift off to my other home. And when I awake, I’ll repeat the same process to enter this world, this home. It’s the eternal seesaw of the Universe and this portal is becoming familiar.
Tomorrow is a new day, but I’ve already lived it Realizing this is all my imagination from another dimension United by love, all is an illusion Stillness is my deeper peace of the divine Thoroughly alive through every crevice of my breath
Maybe just tell me I’m not dancing alone You’re within me, but can we have a conversation in my dream?
I guess the mystery is the magic Next life, I’d like to learn that sooner Nestling in my aura, I see you Every past, future and now all blend together Resting in my flame, brewing in my eternity
Mortality is this life’s catch Endings aren’t bitter, they don’t really exist Loving this cycle, I go round and round Oozing with wonder through every motion Dazed by the flow’s adrenaline Yesterday is an old day, but I haven’t lived it
Ace
I trust my inner melody
I love writing acrostic poetry, and it’s been a little while since I’ve done one. If you’re new to that style, it just means the first letter of every line creates a special phrase. Acrostic poems are truly an adventure and a discovery to create, I encourage you to give it a try! So, what is the phrase here?
Thank you so much for reading. I hope this helps you on your journey! Be fearless and free -Ace
I know you’re watching me somewhere. I know you’ve already lived this timeline, this dimension and this adventure. And I know you are always guiding me. It’s in all these ‘knowings’ that I smile and sigh, because I know I am being taken care of.
When I speak to you in my head or in my dreams, it feels almost nostalgic. As if we’ve had these deep conversations before, maybe in another life or as another fragment of me. We don’t talk as much anymore because I know you truly see me. I know I don’t need words to tell you how I feel or what’s going on in my soul, because you are my soul and more.
I see you illuminating paths on my journey. I see you before you even appear. I’m starting to predict where you’re going to go, what test is coming next and what experience is around the corner. I can feel your nudges and your knocks, I can finally hear you. So, yesterday when you gave me that mini test, I wasn’t surprised. You told me in my dream that it was coming, and I smiled in the unknowns of how you’d make it happen. And even though it did happen, and it did affect me, it felt so good to sit in the comfort of knowing it was truly meant to be and only to help me. So, maybe this life is just my projection and all experiences are simply a test on my journey (the bigger test)?
You’re not just there in my tests, you’re there in my happiness. If happiness was a sun, you’d be the core and the rays, while happiness would simply be the label to define it. I saw you in my smile, and then the galaxies revealed themselves in my eyes. I saw you in my conversation with another reflection of you. You know connection has a special place in my being, connection is a deeply intertwined creation. Even though I may be connecting with a different person, I’m really just connecting with another presentation of you. So, I saw you in him and I saw you in her – I see you in all.
Labels and words get so confusing when I’m writing to you because you are beyond this society’s definition of “correct”. I know your language speaks all and knows all these emotions so deeply; I have no fear that you get my message. I fearlessly believe you in all the ways you’re aligning my escapades. Even though the unknowns still get to me and I’m still learning to let go, even though free thinking is still foreign to people and I still don’t understand it – I still trust you. Through it all, you are always me and I am always you. So, my body isn’t just skin and bones, it’s love.
A big thank you to my dear friend, Ben, for working with me again (of course, it rhymes 😊)!! It was truly amazing…this piece was born so organically and came to life in such a synchronistic way. We hope this inspires you to step out of the game and let reality re-begin!!
This video came to be so naturally. Literally a few days ago, I was just talking to my mom, and then all of the sudden I randomly said, “I think I’m going to make a new video.” 😂 And this new single, Dance, was born! I really love this video and the dance to it. It has such a strong message that I’ve been feeling lately – dance to all the ups and downs life brings! I hope this video empowers you to harness your dance, lean into life’s dance and then remember both dances are one. I’d love to hear your thoughts on this video!! Be fearless and free -Ace
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Up and down I’m an ocean I’ll never drown Connected to love’s devotion
Up and down I am free My smile is my crown My aura is my tree
Up and down Soaking in change Living from my galaxy’s town I’ll never derange
Down and up Liquid light fills my cup I am a cherished love Floating within and above
stop
Riding the sun on a beam Sailing the ocean on a dream I land on a hope Jumping this eternal rope Something inside is calling Something outside is falling Following the paradox’s rustle I lean into the hustle My heart stops to beat My mind stops to become complete My intuition stops to listen My soul stops to glisten And it’s in those stops, I see Life is a stop Of a bigger degree
blood, sweat, tears
Some say, “I’ll give you all my blood, sweat, and tears” As though love and fulfillment take so many years But when I found you in me All I said was, “I trust you” And you opened my reality to every view You believed in all our conversations Manifested my dreams through our declarations And even though I did give you all my blood, sweat, and tears You would’ve been there even if I didn’t for years You always found your way in my ears I could never hide From your powerful guide As I let those words dive I feel our little jive I hear my eyes smile And it’ll last a while Because through all my blood, sweat, and tears You’ll be with me through every single mile And as I realize you are me, how could one have any fears?
Which poem (instinct) is your favorite? I’d so love to hear!! All poems and images created by Ace. Be fearless and free 🖤
I think awards are always super fun because we get to know each other a little bit better! So without further ado…
Recently, my lovely friends, Geet and Filarance nominated me for The Aesthete Blogger Award!!!! A big big thank you to them both!! They are each truly amazing souls and spirits in this community and Universe! Geet is a fantastic writer full of so much talent and a dear friend of mine! She’s new here but already such a gift to WordPress! Filarance is a gem, her original creations are so inspiring, and her unique posts are always a treat! She’s an amazing friend, and I’m so lucky to know her sweet spirit! She will touch you in any/every comment! Thank you to both, Geet and Filarance once again!!!
Rules
Use the official logo/graphic of the award and display it on your blog.
Tell me a something about this world that you admire.
What is your favourite form of creativity?
Nominate 7 lovely people and notify them by commenting on their posts; spread some love!
Ask your nominees 4 questions.
Share something you created. (can be anything!)
And lastly, just so you know: I LOVE YOUR CREATIONS!
I Admire
I admire The Universe in me, in you, in every soul, in everything that is truly alive and in the way it gently nudges me along my journey.
My Favorite Form Of Creativity
Creating my reality, writing, poetry, making videos, dreaming, and songwriting.
Geet’s Questions
Your favorite blogger(s)? Mention them! – Oh boy, that’s a tough question!! Honestly, every soul here on WordPress has such a unique gift to offer, and such a beautiful expression of their spirits. And each blogger is my favorite for that reason, because what could be better than the freeing expression of soul?
How do you handle stress? – I usually take some time in silence, because in stillness I can clear my head and realize that “stress” is just a label and perception. When I change my perception, I can change what “stress” means to me. Or, I might listen to a song and just let my thoughts wander. Or I’ll get on my computer and write something, writing always takes me to a zone that lets me forget everything. I might work out, because it takes me to a different zone of pushing through pain which is exhilarating. Or I’ll just talk to my mom, because she always has the answer to everything! 😁
How many languages can you speak? – The language of the Universe, English and a bit of Spanish. I wish it was better, but, as long as I can speak the language of the Universe (love, and the expressions of my intuition/higher self), I’m good. 😊
What’s your advice for writers? – Writing is a journey of its own, you will grow and get to know yourself in so many ways. My advice would be to always write vulnerably and honestly no matter what. It doesn’t matter what you post or not, just always write for YOU. Writing lets me connect to the Universe in me and it lets me understand all my emotions; it lets me tap into the zone of feeling rather than thinking. So, when you write…don’t worry what might be socially “correct” or what will please someone, write for you and write to fulfill that something within that finds comfort in your fingers meeting the keys or pen meeting the page.
Filarance’s Questions
What is one of your favorite hobbies or things to do? – I’m going to branch out here and say daydreaming. When it’s just me and my thoughts, I love to see what I can create up there in my dreams.
Where is your favorite place to be? – Sedona AZ, my bedroom and the tennis court or gym.
If you didn’t have to sleep; what would you do with the extra time? – That’s such a great question. I would probably get really obsessed with meditation. Because meditation is the closest waking thing to the dream state, and it would rejuvenate me without even sleeping.
Which is your favorite blog post or poem of mine and why? – Life is Life. Or The beach. I love the simplicity, but powerful truth of Life is Life. And The beach has such vivid imagery and striking beauty. Let’s be honest, all of your posts are truly incredible! Your amazing sketches, creative riddles and original stories are such a beautiful expression of YOU and that’s what makes you special!!!
What’s your dream in life? – To fulfill my purpose and my soul’s mission here in this life. In a world that’s constantly testing us and begging us to fit in, to align with fear and to forget our true power – my soul’s mission here is to raise the frequency of Earth and to help you remember that you are truly fearless and free and that IS your power!
My Nominations
No worries if your site is award free, just wanted to share your beautiful work and how much I appreciate you!!!
Do emotions guide life, or does life guide emotions?
Is the present moment or imagination the best place to be?
What do you believe in?
My Creation
I had way too many options to pick from 🤪, but, I decided to give you guys the very first poem I ever wrote! In March of 2020, I had this strange calling to write a poem and it first turned into this and then much much more!!!
Thank you, once again to Geet and to Filarance for nominating me for this award, I am so honored! I truly enjoyed answering these awesome questions!
The Outstanding Blogger Award
The lovely Geet recently nominated me for The Outstanding Blogger Award!! A big thank you to Geet, I’m so grateful to her!! She is such an amazing soul who I’m lucky to call a friend, do go check her out!!
Ensure that they are aware of their nomination. Neither the award’s creator nor the blogger that nominated you can be nominated.
At the end of 2021, every blog that ping-backs the creator’s original post will be entered to win the 2021 Outstanding Blogger award questions.
My Answers
What has been your most successful post? Why do you think it was appealing? –versions of me, has been my most successful post so far. I think it appealed to people because of its relatability and honesty. It talks about wanting to know every version of me from every timeline, dimension and space. And I think a lot of people want to know those answers too. After I wrote it, I felt this weight off my shoulders of, like, being ok in the unknowns of not knowing every piece of my soul…I think the final line hopefully gave many people that feeling too.
What is your favorite piece of technology that you own? – My phone. I create a lot on my phone, just about everything.
How do you attract new readers? – Honestly, I just trust the Universe in whatever comes my way. I don’t really go looking for people, and I don’t try to attract new people. I write for me and to fulfill my soul’s call. People come when you let go of needing the numbers or stats to be higher…letting go is the key to most things in life. I’ve been blessed to have met some truly amazing people here; the Universe always connects the vibrations/lights that are meant to connect!
What makes you cry? – Oooo, that’s a tough question. Crying is a pretty spur of the moment thing, in my opinion. Love and fear would be my answer – when I really care about something or someone, love will always have its challenges and lessons…it ends up making the love more real. And fear because its energy is opposite of creation, opposite of my soul. When I feel it, it’s definitely something a tear can shake off.
Which Social Network do you check first? Why? – I’m only on WordPress and We Heart It, but I definitely check WordPress first. I’m seriously into dreaming so, I keep my phone in a different room when I’m asleep and I wait at least 20 minutes before checking in the morning.
Would you rather give up bathing for a month or give up the internet for a month? – Oh gosh, that’s so hard. I’d love to be one of those people who easily says the internet, but that’s not very authentic. 🤪 I am an athlete, so, not bathing for a month would be really really bad. 😂 I truly can’t decide on this one, ughh.
What was the last show you watched? – The Great Food Truck Race and Schitt’s Creek…a little food, drama and comedy is my favorite!
My Nominees
No worries if your site is award free, just wanted to share your beautiful work and how much I appreciate you!!
1. What’s your astrological sign and do you resonate with it?
2. Stars or the sun?
3. Where do you get your inspiration to write?
4. What is your favorite part of the day? Why?
5. What do you daydream about?
6. Do you believe in time?
7. Is success about accomplishments or fulfillment?
Thank you, once again, to the spectacular Geet!! I truly enjoyed answering the questions. And Thank YOU for your always inspiring support, I appreciate each and every one of you!! Be fearless and free -Ace
Fearless Free Soul 