My story is writing itself
The words being my fire’s soul
I can never erase
Perfectionism I don’t chase
Because what makes the story gold
Are the ups and downs in my world
Loving the character comes easy
When you see the growth
Not all the happy moments because then it’s just cheesy
The outside I can’t control
But I can live from my soul
Life’s path is what I make it
I will keep my true grit
Improve my wit
And always keep my fire lit
My story is writing itself
Trigger after trigger
Makes my ears ring
Taking a deep breath
I stay grounded
My heart well rounded
Understanding different opinions
But rooted to my own
Sitting in my energy zone
Feeling my mind and my soul alone
Words come and go
Feelings bring me joy and woe
Heart continues to pound
But I’m always listening
To what he says
Or she says
But mainly to what I say
It’s all that matters
Triggers can try their best
But I will conquer and let them rest
All will work out
I shall not pout
Right now, it might hurt
But I’ll get up
Cause that’s all I can do
There’d be these days
Where I’d feel tossed around in many ways
But that spirit inside is alive
It never dies
Pain doesn’t scare me
One + One, Two
Pain + Love, I grew
The point of the Universe’s test
Is to not fall into stress
Remember I’m blessed
This is all part of the quest
I’m not mad at him
It will all be fine
I’m just listening to the voice that’s mine
This much is true
Because I hear you
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On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.
You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.
Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.
Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.
I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.
2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
Like a wolf she growled, the moon shined on her like a radiant angel. But it wasn’t the moon that made her alive, for who even knew what the moon was. The stars inside powered her soul and brought a twinkle to her eyes. The growl that roared out of her was for the love that was missing in the world. She alone, could not bring all of it back, she needed the rest of her pack. She howled to the night and her voice spread through the woods, her brothers and sisters would always hear her because they all vibrated at the same frequency, love.
United, we are one, let’s bring the love back! Be fearless and free -Ace
As I start to write this, I feel so grateful to the Universe and so connected to the love frequency. I’ve finally made it to Sedona, the vacation spot I’ve been dreaming about visiting for months!!! As cold as it is here 🤪, the change of scenery is much needed after having been nowhere this year. The energy here is so calm and refreshing; I feel as though this spot exists out of time and in a slightly different reality.
The Universe is seriously incredible, I know in a way I’m saying I’m incredible, because I AM (we all are) the Universe 😂 but, I don’t mean it that way. There seems to be this magical force that’s been following me around since a few days before the solstice; thoughts, manifestations and dreams have been becoming reality so quickly. I feel like all those days I told myself to keep trusting the Universe and all my wishes would come true someday, have been so totally worth it. I think it is important to be vulnerable and raw about the tough moments, and to savor the high moments when they come. That’s what this post is about; this magical twinkle that has touched my aura, is something I feel so blessed to share.
Sparkle in my eyes
Erasing the world’s lies
Including the skies
The special shine in my aura
Due to the miracles the Universe
Has brought to my door
I’m sure it’s been here before
And my eyes weren’t ready to see
But today I’m immersed in it
Don’t know how long this feeling will stay
No matter what I’ll always remember
As I savor each moment like the best meal
I’ve ever eaten
Today I’m not feeling beaten
By the world and its madness
I’m here and alive inside
The twinkle in my soul
Has my vibration elevated
The connection I feel to all
Is answering my heart’s call
Feeling so alive and blessed overall
The best part is that I can choose this feeling
Whenever I want
And so can you
The choice is ours to thrive
I know somedays are hard
When you feel so stuck
But rise out of the muck
And come to this side
Don’t let fear make you hide
The beauty of this life is the ride
It may seem like our world is only dark
But your spark
The Magic Twinkle
Wishing you all the feeling of this magical twinkle!! The Universe is you, miracles always surround us, it just takes our open eyes to see and unlocked hearts to feel. Believe in your dreams because they will come true, I promise. The power is in you to thrive and it all starts with our perception! Feel the tough days, savor the high ones and enjoy the ups and downs of this journey we call life. The ups and downs make the adventure that much better! Much love to you all, be fearless and free -Ace
A(me): How am I really doing?
U(the Universe): Good, we think you really implemented what we told you last week about the step. Stepping in to let go and shine your energy and stepping out to protect your energy. You can always get better but we see your effort and we do think it helped you this week. You have been more physically tired this week and that is totally ok, listen to your body and it is good to take an hour or so to just slow down. There is a lot of energy in the world right now, regardless of what type of energy, it is just a lot of energy and since you are in touch with yourself, you are feeling all this energy. Most of the time this energy helps you get things done and motivates you to do more and that is really good, but just remember not to beat yourself up if you need to take a few minutes to recharge. We also see you quieted down that little voice in your head, you seem to be a little more relaxed about certain things. We like your attitude of “everything is going to workout” when things should seemingly stress you out.
A: Thank you. I think why I’m a little more chill this week is because I see you taking care of things. I wanted this website to get some traction and you took care of that, I wanted to connect with people and you took care of that, I needed to fix a relationship and you helped me with that, I could go on and on. It just sets me at ease and makes me feel more at peace knowing that it’ll all be fine, I don’t need to let that little voice distract me anymore.
U: That’s really great. So, we see you’re using what we said last week about keeping the faith. More than trust, but having faith, not just in us but in yourself. Now it’s just time to see how long you can keep that attitude and mindset.
A: Do you have any advice to maintain this newfound relaxed attitude?
U: Just don’t let small things get under your skin, you can solve anything with communication and honesty and if something doesn’t go your way or if you don’t like how something turned out, just breathe and recharge. That’s probably the theme for this week, like that video you did recently you need to recharge. You also need to keep practicing that energy step and when you master that, this attitude will be easy to maintain. And when that little voice comes in your head, we say when because it will always be there, it’s just when you give it attention that it becomes loud. When it comes in your head just laugh, sometimes you take things too seriously, so just step back, realize what’s happening and who you are listening to and then step back into your power. Oh there’s another step analogy, step back to see the truth of your reality and then step in to harness your power to create your reality. We know you like the term reality, so we’ll use that word in this analogy.
A: Yes, for some reason I really resonate with the word reality. Any advice on how to navigate through all the energy in the world? And what are the types of energy that are being felt so strongly?
U: Panic. A little bit from the humans on this planet but mainly from the controllers above or as you like to call it, the darkness. You know December is a big month for this planet and for the people alive enough to see it. The darkness above is in a state of panic because they underestimated the power of the light. If just a few people realize the game and start pulling away from it then the tables turn and all their moves they thought they planned out start becoming, what’s the word, useless. All the darkness’s moves are just distractions, the real game we’re playing is a battle for our souls. The darkness wants complete control over your body, soul and mind. They want to know everything you are doing, how you are doing it, what you plan on doing and how you think when you’re doing it. They want complete control over the humans and sadly, a lot of them are too distracted to see it. No judgement, that’s just the truth, we are all one and love is always the answer so don’t judge, just encourage. Encourage people to think for themselves, to ask questions, to reject the mainstream and to analyze what is going on in the world. We went a little far with your question but we know you understand.
A: Yes, I get it. Thank you for this description of the game we are all playing, it really makes things clear. Last thing, this is kind of a different question, what do you think is more powerful, belief or love?
U: That’s a good question. So, without love, belief is powerless you see, because love is the driving force of belief. Belief would just be like leaves on a street, just sitting there waiting to be run over. But with love those leaves can fly, dance with the wind and stay alive, so our answer to that question is that love is more powerful but more and less, right or wrong are labels that are ultimately just illusions. When you combine love and belief together, magic happens, literally.
A: Thank you for today. I really love these conversations. Any last words?
U: Don’t thank us, thank yourself. We’d just say to smile and to practice your steps. The step of stepping in to shine your energy and to let go and stepping out to protect it; and the step out to see the truth of your reality and then the step in to create it. These steps are key, stay strong and keep the faith. THRIVE!
Another conversation with my higher self, or if you remember last week’s article they call themselves the Infinite Universe. These conversations bring me so much peace and comfort, I feel so taken care of and so empowered. I think the highlight of this conversation was the description of the game we are all playing, somewhere inside of me I knew that answer, but it was very helpful to get a clear message about it. Thank you so much for reading!! I hope this helps you on your journey and encourages you to connect with your higher self! Be fearless and free -Ace
Exciting announcement tomorrow 🖤
Having a blog, a website, had been a dream of mine and I waited for the perfect time to make it a reality – 2020 seemed right. I always wanted a place to pursue my passion of writing and to share my work with others. I’ve always craved connection but I never anticipated that craving being fulfilled through my blog. I also never anticipated all the beauty I would get to see every day from other souls through my reader. But, the Universe is really full of so many miracles!
Thank you, from the core of my being and the depths of my heart, to each and everyone of you who read this blog, who’ve supported me and continue to do so, who’ve reached out and connected, and to anyone who has visited my blog! I honestly never thought I’d get to write this post or feel so truly blessed to have connected with such beautiful souls. I look forward to every morning when I get to read so many beautiful, soul touching and comforting posts that truly bring a smile to my heart.
Connection, if you know me, is one of my favorite topics to write about because I think it is being taken away from us; the darkness out there knows just how powerful love is. The connection through this blog and through other’s websites has truly blown my mind and touched my soul. I feel so so grateful to have had the opportunity to have connected with some of you; even though to the outside, it may just seem like a few words, to me it is so much more. The energy, vibration, support and love I’ve received through the most thoughtful comments some of you have sent me, truly means more than you could know. They always bring a smile to my face and heart, so thank you so so much!!
There is so much love and light in this world, and sadly in the mainstream world there is no focus on it. I am so grateful to live in a reality surrounded by love, light, beautiful energy, strong souls and amazing creations. Thank you for helping my reality be as beautiful as it is, let’s continue to spread love, light and the highest frequencies to transform this world!! I believe in you, I see you and I thank you for all the love, support, smiles and joy you’ve brought to me! Be fearless and free -Ace
Remembering The Light is finally out and available to you!! I am so excited to be releasing it and sharing it with all of you. I pondered the idea of putting it out chapter by chapter, but I figured it would be better if you had the complete story all in one. I’ve made a new page on my website called Projects (I’ll link it below), this page will have IMAGINE + REALITY (my debut album) and this story in it so you will always have access to them. I encourage you to go read Remembering The Light, it isn’t too long, I think we could all use a little fiction right now and it is all about love, light and the beauty of relationships.
Remembering The Light – thank you for being so complete and for letting me bring you to life. Your characters and I have become really close and I hear them in my head all the time. I really believe your light can shine so brightly and inspire others to do the same! I am so excited to be releasing you to this world and I can’t wait to see what others think of our teamwork to bring your story to paper. No matter what, I am so grateful to you and the joy you’ve brought me. I will always remember your light. 💙
Above are the links (the first one to Remembering The Light and the second one to the Projects page on my website). If you do read this story, thank you so much, I hope you enjoy and I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments!! It would really mean a lot to me. Q&A about the story is coming November 28th so stayed tuned for behind the scenes tea! And if you have any questions you’d like answered about the story, just comment below!
Be fearless and free -Ace
There are a lot of heavy energies in the world right now, I feel them and I see them. Energy, vibration and frequency are all one. Together, they are extremely powerful and we all have the ability to feel them, some more than others and this can be very overwhelming. But that is our choice, it is ok to have some low moments and to feel the downs, but we always have a choice to to emerge and to reconnect with love and the peace within it.
2020, I truly believe has helped us become more in touch with ourselves, our thoughts, our emotions and our beliefs and that is a beautiful thing. No matter what those thoughts, beliefs or emotions are, I think we can all agree that we know ourselves better. When you know your true self you know your feelings, your heart, your higher self, your intuition and your mind which brings you more in touch with the Universe. I think patience is becoming harder and harder for all of us and that is completely understandable, but impatience causes so much anxiety and fear. I caught myself a few times in the past couple days worrying about the future or certain things outside of my control and I brought myself back to the moment, blocked out my little mind trying to keep me in a tunnel of thinking and reconnected with what and who I love. Impatience is natural, but what needs to be more natural is trusting the Universe. When you trust the Universe, you trust yourself and you trust that your journey is exactly meant to be for you. (Little hint, your journey is perfect and everything in your life has a reason. The Universe is always loving and supporting you because you are it and it is you 💜).
So, with the heavy energy and maybe you’re feeling a little low, I encourage you to reconnect with what you love, who you love, and the love you have for and within yourself. Do the things that bring you joy and that make you feel great, surround yourself with the people that lift you up and that inspire you to be better versions of yourself and tap into your higher self and let it be the only voice in your head. When you are doing what you love, your mind, your little mind, turns off and even the real voice in there quiets down, because your passion is your purpose and thinking isn’t necessary. Your heart, your soul and your intuition take over because you are living your purpose and that purpose makes you full, complete, free and alive. That frequency of doing what you love and fulfilling your purpose is the highest frequency alive, it’s the frequency of love and your mind will never get in the way of that energy. It is too powerful.
So, with all that being said, below are some things that I love to do, that bring me joy and that turn off my head. My purpose for right now is to help raise the vibrational frequency of the planet and to give you the gift the Universe gave me, to truly be the fearless and free soul that you most definitely are.
I very much love writing, so writing this article and creating everything in it was incredibly fun, peaceful and soothing to me! It is truly amazing when you do what you love how much your vibration raises. I hope this article helps you on your journey!! I really encourage you to do what you love, connect with who you love, and to give yourself a little extra love. Love is all that really exists, let’s all tap into it today and always!! Comment with what you love to do and your thoughts/favorites about this article!! Be fearless and free -Ace 🖤