Saying Goodbye To 2020

Dear 2020:

On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.

You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.

Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.

Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.

I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.

2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace

27 responses to “Saying Goodbye To 2020”

  1. Such a heartfelt letter! I agree that 2020 has been crucial to many in terms of their personal mental and spiritual growth.”Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times.” I couldn’t agree more!
    Happy New Year, Ace!✨

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    • Thank you so much!!! I’ve tried to answer you three times but WP isn’t putting them through for some reason. Ahhhhh! Your support and kindness truly touches my soul!! Yes, growth is such a beautiful thing and 2020 was full of it!! Happy 2021 and much love my friend πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ€—

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  2. Absolutely.. I totally go with this awesome piece of yours.. Something like this I’m working on too, will be posting shortly.. Such a wonderful teacher 2020 has been., we absolutely needed this stopping over for a while, be it a full year,. in order to kick start anew, afresh.. Good job.. πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ˜‡πŸ™πŸΌ

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  3. What a beautiful tribute to a most transformative year my friend! I too can relate to so much of what you expressed. I saw a meme the other day that said, “2020…this year helped you lose your mind or find your soul”. For me and I can see for you too, we discovered and uncovered much more of our soul🌠 What a beautiful journey to be on. So blessed by Divine and so grateful to connect with you. Here’s to more expansion in 2021, stay blessed and be wellπŸŽ†πŸ’›βœ¨πŸ™Œ

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    • Thank you so much! Awe, this is such a beautiful comment! Blessed to have connected with you. I love that meme and it totally resonates with me! Yes, this year I seriously dived into the depths of my soul, what an enjoyable dive it truly is! Here’s to a high vibrational 2021!!! Spirit hugs πŸ€—


  4. This is raw and authentically expressed, I love the high vibrational spin on your interpretation of 2020. Much love and a Blessed New Year’s. β€πŸ™

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    • Thank you so much!!! I so appreciate that and your kindness/support is greatly appreciated, always!!!! It’s much more fulfilling to the soul to see the light even if the darkness surrounds!!! Much love to you πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

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    • Thank you so much!!! I so appreciate this touching comment and you stopping by!! Your support and kindness means so much!! Much love new friend πŸ€πŸ€πŸ€—

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