Category: Soul

versions of me

May 31st, 2021

I wish I knew me when I was young
The me that didn’t exist in this time
But in a song the stars sung
Who’s the me that started this climb?

I wish I knew me when I was old
A story, a timeline already told
The me existing beyond form
In destiny’s soothing swarm

I wish I knew all of me
The me who’s alive in that bee
The me who’s roots spread like a tree
And the infinite me eyes can’t see

I wish I knew my divinity
My internal eternity
Take me to a place
A structureless space

I know me
A part who chose to be
In this life, as this soul
That’s enough to be whole

Ace

And here’s the image version 🖤
Colliding

May 20th, 2021

With a courage to tap into the depths of my heart, I can fully hear you.
Healing memories I wish to forget but, decide to keep.
Even in the triggering moments, I honor the growth because I am fully me now.
Nothing will take my power as I stand firmly in my authenticity – it’s free.

Listening to that something that chirps within.
Opening up to the possibility all might forever be unknown.
Visioning a Universe where duality disappears.
Exiting my dream, I realize it’s in the duality where growth resides.

Another touch of your glow, I fall in your harmony.
Neither distraction nor illusion can find me now.
Deeply rooted to this euphoric sway, I breathe.

I am the reflection of you I choose to be.

Calming the roars within, you gently guide me to my truth.
Off and into the sunset, I gaze; basking in the sunrise, I set my intention.
Lost in a specific star, walls start to evaporate as love invigorates.
Living to live, not to just be but, to thrive.
In my reality I practice, in my head I do, in my gut I dream.
Distant pasts stare into the corners of my head.
Empowering futures bravely wave and I know, somewhere, I’ve already lived them.

In letting go of me, I lean into we.
Together we’re eternal and forever free.
Seeing that I’ll never truly be alone, I smile in wonder’s shadow.

You’re flying on the sun, landing on my flower.
Our seed begins to bloom, as the water of destiny showers its magic.
United in our flow, we bloom to the music of our present.

I feel, I see and I hear – but truly, I rise with you.

Soaring above the deception, sticking into my soul – it’s a paradox of being whole.
Each day is simply a journey of its own, becoming a journey of all.
Every echo of our intuition is a call to a dream we’ve always known within.

Inching towards my purpose, I find joy in the chase.
Nearing the beginning again, I smile in nostalgia.
Searching for the a-ha, I realize I am the a-ha.
Imagination takes me on discoveries of all the lives lived.
Diving into timelines of familiarity, I become grateful for blank space.
Ending this sentence, is a beginning of a new perspective.

When love and I collide, it’s you I see inside.

Author’s Note – This piece came to me fully through my soul and in the power of the flow we create together. By “we”, I mean my intuition, my aura, my inner voice – all my soul, all the Universe. It doesn’t really feel like a poem, more of a construction of lines coming together. And if you’re familiar with acrostic poetry, you’ll notice the first letter of every line creates a phrase. I hope this helps you on your journey!!! Be fearless and free -Ace (Dare To Be, my 3rd video album, out tomorrow!!!!!)
clue

March 13th, 2021

What if we lived life through the beat of our hearts?
Each beat with its own purpose, its own fire
Then time would be the ultimate liar
The rhythm of our hearts creating life’s magical choir
That’s our missing wire
The illusion of time and this construct of a world
Teaches us to forget
When our soul and heart first met
The day they came together and created YOU
This whole journey began and was put into view
Maybe this is lifetime #122
Or you’re a part of infinite’s crew
No matter what, your soul chose to be here
I can feel your smile as you read this loud and clear
Or maybe it’s a happy tear
You know deep down you’re here for a reason
Not just a lifetime nor a season
Your journey is immortal
This is simply just a test
Rise above the lies, deception and all the rest
Fulfill your mission and do your personal best
You are making yourself proud
Stand a part from the crowd
Do what your soul came here to do
This life is just your journey’s clue
Ace
Voicing My Soul’s Language

February 16th, 2021

She was speaking, but, I couldn’t understand. He was saying something, but, nothing translated. It wasn’t just the words I couldn’t understand, it was the energy behind those words. Vibrations, energies and frequencies are languages, and I speak the vibration of my soul.

They can try to get to me, they can force themselves upon me, but, the voice of my soul is strong and knowing; if you’re a match then I’ll hear you. Words are magical, vibration is eternal and effortless. Like waves they come and go; their tide can turn at any moment.

You could be a language I speak right now, or you could be a distant holler. You could be a faint whisper, or you could be a voice I understand like the breath of my being. You could be a chorus I’ll forever understand for you are my destiny. You can be whatever, I will always be authentically me, a language that deepens over time.

We are all our own language. I don’t speak your language, I speak mine. But, if you know me and are meant to be, I’ll definitely hear you. Your voice doesn’t have to be words, it can be a vibration, an aura, an intuition, a heart, a mind, a soul or anything electric and truly alive.

My voice is always hungry for those who speak it too, however, my internal compass is always honest. I know if you see me, or if you just act. I know if you are meant on my journey, or if you’re just blurry. This is just my soul’s expression, your opinion is yours, my belief is mine.

My tone is dependent on my heartbeat. What makes me truly alive, lets my soul speak with joy. What I know is a lesson I am meant to learn, lets my soul speak with power. My tone isn’t dependent on your reaction, it’s dependent on my action.

This is a bit different from my usual writing and ironically, I love the voice behind it. I hope this helps you on your journey!! Always remember to listen to your voice because you are the Universe! Other people’s languages will match or detach if they’re meant to, you must trust!!! Be fearless and free -Ace
back to you

January 7th, 2021

Oh connection
So many days I craved you
Felt you near but so far too
Look at us now
Holy cow!
You’ve engulfed my days
In so many ways
Thank you isn’t enough
Been through some stuff
Never thought I’d feel so close to you
On those days I felt so blue
I sent my wishes and they flew
You got my message
And delivered a presage
First came him
Super unexpected
But something connected
Here we are still
Lots of moments have been a thrill
I think right now we’re missing you
But it’ll be back
We’re on the right track
Then came her
Started slow
Then came talks for days in a row
Fun for a certain time
Just recently I said goodbye
I’m not mad at you
I actually want to say thank you
For keeping my circle real
And the truth near
Next you brought me this community
Providing me with so much unity
I feel so blessed
I would’ve never guessed
How many beautiful souls
Came knocking on my door
I opened it and asked for more
So many amazing conversations
Turning into lots of real relations
Through it came her
A definite spark
The Universe aligned us
Feel like we can talk about anything
Even though many miles keep us apart
Many smiles come to my heart
Then came him
Perfect timing
Starting to hit our stride
Enjoying this fun ride
I think this is just the beginning
And there’s much ahead
It’s just what the Universe said
Through it all
Has been my rock, my family
Been with me since I was born
And will be with me till the end of time
It’s harder to make these words rhyme
It just means my heart is so alive
My family, I thank you
I know it’s not nearly enough
I could write endless poems about each of you
That is definitely true
I always love you, my forever glue
To Ace, it’s all inside
Love yourself, and they come
Felt like a while to be able to say
I love you
But now that you’re there
It’s all about continuing to care
Whenever there is a tare
Come back to honesty, communication and love
Connection is always floating above
This poem is too long
But the words are flowing like a song
Connection, I see, hear and thank you
Making my life complete
And my vibe most often upbeat
Even in the tough phases
My soul raises
I will always find my way through
Back to you
Ace
i hear you

January 3rd, 2021

Trigger after trigger
Makes my ears ring
Taking a deep breath
I stay grounded
My heart well rounded
Understanding different opinions
But rooted to my own
Sitting in my energy zone
Feeling my mind and my soul alone
Words come and go
Feelings bring me joy and woe
Heart continues to pound
But I’m always listening
To what he says
Or she says
But mainly to what I say
It’s all that matters
Triggers can try their best
But I will conquer and let them rest
All will work out
I shall not pout
Right now, it might hurt
But I’ll get up
Cause that’s all I can do
Always knew
There’d be these days
Where I’d feel tossed around in many ways
But that spirit inside is alive
It never dies
Pain doesn’t scare me
One + One, Two
Pain + Love, I grew
The point of the Universe’s test
Is to not fall into stress
Remember I’m blessed
This is all part of the quest
I’m not mad at him
Or her
It will all be fine
I’m just listening to the voice that’s mine
This much is true
Because I hear you
Ace
FREEDOM – Track List Out Now!!

January 1st, 2021

It’s almost time guys, the album is almost here! This is the final announcement before the release of my sophomore video album, FREEDOM! I can’t wait to share this album with you, but for now you have the track list! Comment with what video you’re most excited for!! Full album release on 1.11.21. Be fearless and free -Ace

Comment with the video you’re most excited for!!!!!!!
Saying Goodbye To 2020

December 31st, 2020

Dear 2020:

On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.

You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.

Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.

Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.

I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.

2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
2020’s reality

December 30th, 2020

When 2020 began
2019 ran
I thought I knew my year
With my dream so near
But then the truth hit me
And I could no longer just be
I had to dig
And dive for answers
Because I realized lies
Were all this world presented
I don’t resent it
I just needed an alarm clock
To wake me up
As my world changed
And my dreams too
I kept fighting for you
That soul inside
Whose drive cried
To take place in my reality
Then this blog was born
Never thought I’d be here
Feeling the Universe so near
Blessed beyond words
To have connected with you
And to have a made a dream
Reality
Changing my mentality
And practicing my dimensionality
2020 has shaped me into a better version
Giving the truth my total immersion
I thank you
For helping me awaken
For being the friend I needed
For making dreams come true
For letting me grow
And teaching me how to glow
Every single day in a row
Ace
Howling For Love

December 29th, 2020

Like a wolf she growled, the moon shined on her like a radiant angel. But it wasn’t the moon that made her alive, for who even knew what the moon was. The stars inside powered her soul and brought a twinkle to her eyes. The growl that roared out of her was for the love that was missing in the world. She alone, could not bring all of it back, she needed the rest of her pack. She howled to the night and her voice spread through the woods, her brothers and sisters would always hear her because they all vibrated at the same frequency, love.

United, we are one, let’s bring the love back! Be fearless and free -Ace