Category: darkness

Saying Goodbye To 2020

December 31st, 2020

Dear 2020:

On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.

You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.

Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.

Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.

I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.

2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
when i meet you again

December 18th, 2020

You float in my mind
Like a never-ending river
It sometimes makes me shiver
I wish you could go away
Feeling small
Taking your call
Should’ve let it go to voicemail
But you left a trail
And I’m following
Since I’m stuck in your trap
Forgetting love’s map
When I begin to see again
I beat myself up for being too blind
Looking for love
But instead I watched my eyes find
Fear
Not the first time
Fear used to hold me tight
When I meet fear again
I’ll wave goodbye
Remember that it’s just a lie
I might say thank you
For showing me the gift of freedom
But I think I’ll stick with
Hi
And
Bye
It doesn’t deserve my magic
All those times it convinced me life was so tragic
Yet that wasn’t me
It was you
I feel you weakening and trying to grab me too
Bye bye fear
I’ll never let you near
The Universe, me
Is always right here
Ace

This poem is very special to me, in my youth, fear had a tight hold on me. This poem starts as if I met fear again but I didn’t, it’s just recalling the experiences I’ve had with it. Then it goes to what I’ll say if I meet fear again, and somehow it gets to me actually talking to fear. I think it so important to face fear head on, so this poem was about forgiving myself for not doing so in the past and then actually doing it, because I’m strong now. I hope this helps you on your journey, be fearless and free -Ace
Think For Yourself

December 6th, 2020

In a bit of a truth mood today, so, I created this image. You have to be so careful about what you give your attention to and what you let in your reality. Please don’t believe everything you read or watch, the outside world is a lie trying to lower your vibration and make you think you are small. You have all the power and are a very special part of this Universe with a bright light to shine!!! You decide what you believe, not the media. Be fearless and free -Ace
Remembering The Light – Out Now!!

November 23rd, 2020

Remembering The Light is finally out and available to you!! I am so excited to be releasing it and sharing it with all of you. I pondered the idea of putting it out chapter by chapter, but I figured it would be better if you had the complete story all in one. I’ve made a new page on my website called Projects (I’ll link it below), this page will have IMAGINE + REALITY (my debut album) and this story in it so you will always have access to them. I encourage you to go read Remembering The Light, it isn’t too long, I think we could all use a little fiction right now and it is all about love, light and the beauty of relationships.

Remembering The Light – thank you for being so complete and for letting me bring you to life. Your characters and I have become really close and I hear them in my head all the time. I really believe your light can shine so brightly and inspire others to do the same! I am so excited to be releasing you to this world and I can’t wait to see what others think of our teamwork to bring your story to paper. No matter what, I am so grateful to you and the joy you’ve brought me. I will always remember your light. 💙

Remembering-The-Light Download

Projects

Above are the links (the first one to Remembering The Light and the second one to the Projects page on my website). If you do read this story, thank you so much, I hope you enjoy and I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments!! It would really mean a lot to me. Q&A about the story is coming November 28th so stayed tuned for behind the scenes tea! And if you have any questions you’d like answered about the story, just comment below!

Be fearless and free -Ace
The Tunnel

November 12th, 2020

In March, he started to sense something wasn’t right. The world was shutting down before his eyes, the people were blindly taking orders but yet, all humans were supposedly free. The simple thought crossed his mind, “If we have freedom, why are there mandatory rules we have to follow?”

Then it hit him, this world, this “freedom, was all a game and a lie.” A deep lie full of twists and turns, ups and downs and more lies within the lie. He journeyed through a tunnel of truth and darkness which lead to his awakening. The tunnel was scary at first, but once he accepted the fundamental fact that he’d been lied to by dark dark entities since the day he was born, then the tunnel was, in a way, freeing.

When he emerged out of the tunnel he found himself in the light. Sure, he had days where it felt like he was stuck in a dark night of the soul, but he always tapped back into the light he’d found within himself. The tunnel showed him that he was full of so much light, he wasn’t just full of it, he was the light. When he was in the tunnel and starting to awaken, he promised himself to shine his light for he realized just how powerful the light is. The light illuminates all darkness and diminishes it, he realized that without the light no one could wake up to see the truth; that made him so grateful for the light that filled the Universe.

It was now November, the fire inside of him was alive and his light illuminated not only more truth but it illuminated who he was at the core of his being and the people who had that same light within them. He knew that everyone was the light, but only a few were in touch with it. As grateful as he was for those few who were in tune with their light and shined it so so bright, he also knew it was his mission to help others feel their own light. Maybe not through a tunnel, he thought he could be someone’s tunnel. That tunnel he journeyed through, to some might have been scary, but to him it changed his life for the better and he would forever be grateful. The truth set him free and his light on fire, this flaming light inside of his being, took him to ascension.

Be fearless and free -Ace
Breaking Free

November 9th, 2020

Not much in this world

Is real

It’s not just how I feel

That is just the truth

Our food, air, and water

To name a few

The plan didn’t go askew

It was the plan all along

To take away our power

And to take away our ability to question

The truth can be hard to swallow

You can wallow

In the fear

But love is all that is here

It is always near

And the only thing really real

As you read that line

You’ll feel

The beat in your heart

Because you are love

You, me and everyone here

Is love

Love becomes so much stronger

When paired with the truth

Only then do we truly awake

Out of the dream that some don’t break

You put love and truth together

You’ll be in touch with the Universe forever

Truth will come knocking on your door

Open it and ask for more

Always come back to love

Then tap into truth and rise above

Once you balance this relationship

Of Love and Truth

You’ll feel free for the first time in your life

Freedom will have a new meaning to you

I encourage you to remember that meaning

Through and through

Ace
The Most Important Relationship

November 8th, 2020

Our physical body consumes food and water; our soul, heart, and intuition consumes vibration, love, energy and light. Your soul, heart and intuition are the same thing, the Universe, but they speak in different ways. We are always feeding our soul, and it is our choice if we feed it junk or light in its highest form. And when I say soul, I mean your higher self, your heart and your intuition. Your soul can never be too full because your soul charges your physical body and beyond.

Energy is the language of the Universe and love is the law of the Universe. We are the Universe, we’re not just made of it, we are it. We are connected to infinite love, energy, power, strength and freedom; we just have to choose to tap into it.

Your energy is like a field always surrounding you. No matter where you go, what you’re doing or how you are feeling, your energy field will always be with you. When you vibrate high enough, your energy field becomes your superpower. You can use your field to protect yourself from negative energies, to manifest your reality, to meet people with the same energy field, and to unlock your full limitless potential. Think of your energy as a wave of light, balanced and strong while being bright enough to light up the world. Like the ocean – the ocean attracts us because the waves are like energy, somedays coming in strong and other days coming in calm. There are always waves, somedays the sun lights up the sea and other days it hides behind the clouds. Choose to be the sun that lights up your energy field.

I know when we listen to our hearts, we are feeding our soul and communicating with it. When you master that relationship of listening and talking to your soul, to the Universe, you become in touch with the true frequency of love and your unlimited power. Your heart, soul and definitely your intuition are always speaking to you. Your intuition speaks to you in feelings, your heart through love and your soul through the true voice that is the real you in your mind. All these things are your higher self speaking to you and guiding you through this life’s journey.

To hear your higher self more clearly and more often, you have to feed it really good things. Be the energy you wish to feel, spread what you wish to receive and feel and dream the reality you wish to exist in. Feed your soul love and the frequency of it, love is all there is. Love is what keeps us alive, without it we are soulless avatars, not the strong, powerful and light filled warriors that we truly are in our souls.

We all make mistakes and have our rough days and that is ok. Don’t beat yourself up about it, you may have fed your soul some junk but there is this thing called detoxing. Detox out the bad energy and darkness by cleaning up your vibration, resetting and coming back into love. Tap into your courage and belief and believe in your true self. Refuel your soul with love and recharge your energy field with light.

Once you feed your soul a lot of really good energy, love, light and high vibrations you’ll start to see all the signs around you and you’ll start to hear all the messages. I’ll ask my higher self questions throughout the day and when you practice it a lot, you start to hear that strong and kind voice that always answers you and is always speaking to you. But you can’t just listen, you’ve got to take that to the next step which is doing. Or else the Universe will kindly bang you over the head with it; for your benefit – of course. We all learn differently. 😁

If you’re living the reality you don’t want to be living in, if you’re wasting your time doing things that don’t make your soul complete, or if you’re in a relationship that no longer matches your energy field then let go. Listen to the call of your heart and let go of it. You will always know you are living your purpose and your dream reality when your soul feels complete. This sense of peace and freedom will come into every ounce of your being and engulf you. That is what we live for in this life. It is ok you haven’t felt this feeling yet, everyone’s journey is different and uniquely perfect for them. You have to trust in yourself, the Universe, that you are on the right track.

So, feed your soul, detox when you need to, then listen to your soul, heart, intuition, higher self and the Universe speak back to you. Once you get the message and feel it in your core, go do it. Do what makes your soul complete and free, there is nothing more important than that.
Ace

Thank you for reading! I hope this helps your on you journey! Sending you the best food possible for your soul! Be fearless and free -Ace
The Story Of Truth

November 6th, 2020

Once upon a time there was a world filled with so much chaos. The world was a show and every person in it played a role. The people you would see in the news everyday and everyone who was “famous” in the world was actually just a puppet of the darkness. The darkness fed off the people’s fear and they only provided the people with low vibrations through this thing called television, through schools that killed the people’s creativity and spirit and by telling the people they had freedom and then taking all their “freedoms” away.

Through a so-called “deadly virus” the people started to wake up. The veil started to thin and the people started to see for the very first time. The truth of the world was becoming more and more visible to the people’s eyes. The people gave no attention to the mainstream outlets, the people looked within. They started connecting with the Universe and realizing how much power their soul was connected to. But there was one thing the people still looked forward to: the election for who would run the world.

The election was yet another game played and scripted by the darkness. They provided people with anxiety, stress, fear and low vibrations for days and even weeks. Through this final show, the people raised their vibrational frequency. They came together and remembered that love was the only true thing in the world. Their vibrational frequency was so high that the people of this world ascended into a new reality and a new dimension. They destroyed all darkness, shined their light individually and collectively and just like that they met ascension.

This is not once upon a time, this is upon the time right now. It is exciting! We are so close to our happy ending! Raise your vibrational frequency and shine your light. We, the people, have the power to shine our light so bright that all darkness diminishes and to raise our vibrational frequency so high that we can ascend! It is time we realize and choose it. Be fearless and free -Ace
Alive

November 2nd, 2020

You can be alive

But still be dying inside

You’re alive right now

But is your soul alive

Are you in tune with your heart

Do you communicate with the Universe

Have you tapped into the power of your intuition

Are you living with you higher self only

Are you living

Or are you getting through the day slowly waiting to die

Either answer is fine

Because we always have a choice

We have so much power that our voice

Becomes reality no matter what we say

Take a second today

And ask yourself

Am I really alive

Or am I surviving

Each moment you get to decide

If you want to thrive

Be fearless and free – Ace
Conversations With The Universe – Part 2

October 23rd, 2020
2020 answered!! I sat down to write after hearing bits and pieces of the answer through a voice in my head but mainly it came through me as I was writing; like channeling. I asked 2020 in my previous post to tell me when it would show us all the good things that I am so very ready for. It was a moment of total honesty, sincerity and tad of impatience. 😁 But talking with the Universe is so good for the soul since we are the Universe. Asking your higher self a question and letting it answer you through signs, dreams, a feeling in your gut or a voice in your head is an excellent practice that we should all be doing a lot more of.

Conversations With The Universe Part 1

I am a year of a truth, a year of awakening. I am here to show the people in this world that the world is not what it appears to be; there are layers and layers of darkness and lies that I am uncovering slowly. I am taking my time for humanity needs to be strong and hold a very high vibration to ascend out of the darkness and into the light. If I disclose all of the truth all at once we could lose that sacred high vibration that we so need.

You remember when you first awakened from the dream, all the lies seemed crazy to you. And I know how that you are used to it now and you are growing through it which is great but so many other people out there are tied to this matrix and the realization that it’s a matrix full of lies would demolish their frequency. You understand? And there is nothing wrong with those people, their journey is perfectly meant to be for this lifetime right now and they will awaken when and if they are meant to.

The darkness out there wants you to lose your patience with me and to dip into that low frequency so we cannot ascend but you must have big picture vision. This is very important; this day to you may seem long and important but in the bigger picture of time, it is nothing but a grain of salt. Every grain of salt adds up to what our future reality may look like so treat each day with purpose and the highest of vibrations; I cannot stress this enough.

In the coming months more truth will be exposed but I really encourage you to have patience and to hold the highest possible vibrational frequency. We cannot ascend, evolve or grow without it. Good things are coming, I can assure you and as we come closer to 2021 there are a few key points you must always remember; some I’ve touched on already but there are a few I think you know but I must remind you of:
- Highest Frequency And Vibration
- Big Picture Vision
- Listening To Your Intuition And Soul – and once you hear them, trust them too
- Connection – love is so important right now and we must lift each other’s frequency as much as our own
- Releasing All Fear
- Listening To Your Body
- Be In Control Of What You Let Into Your Reality
Thank you for asking this question and I believe that is an excellent thing to do. Continue to act and live in love; good things are coming and everything is happening as it should.

Ace (channeled through my higher self)