Tag: honesty

My Mind Already Knows

January 22nd, 2021

My mind — boy are you a funny creature. You know, you take me on the wildest adventures, the craziest rollercoasters, the smoothest waters, the most serene forests, the prettiest sunsets, the rockiest mountains but most of all, you take me on the journey of life. I know, somedays you drive me absolutely crazy and I wish you’d just stay silent. But, I realize through those days you teach me to grow. I hear all your voices, I sense all your tricks, I see you like no one else, I’ve traveled to each corner and every crack in you and I’ve realized my true power with your help.

You are my biggest tool and curse all in one. But I choose to see you in the light, because I realize you are treated poorly by some. I know you’re here to help me on this journey, I know you are me. Some of your voices, eh, not my best friends, but I do appreciate their place in my journey to grow. The key with you is realizing your power. In my past, I’ve misused your power but through lots of lessons, I think I am finally using your power the way my heart knows to harness. You see, you bring things into reality so quickly. Thinking of my fears or anxiety, only brings more of them and it really took me years to figure that out! 🤪 I needed those years to realize your loving power, the way you bring miracles so quickly into my life now lights my soul on fire and lets that fire continue to burn. Somewhere inside of me, I always knew you could do that, but seeing it now just makes me so alive.

What I’m trying to say to you, my mind, is a heartfelt and honest thank you. You’re my mind, I’m sure you know all this but, for some reason I felt like I needed to say it. As you know, I’ve been thinking (probably too much) about the future of my life. You know it brings me some anxiety, but I really love how you’ve made my future a truly blank canvas. I thought I had my future figured out, and right now you’re telling me you know all of this, but you know writing clears the space in you. I believe in your power and I’ll continue to believe in all the magic my life is continuously full of. Just grant me one wish – I’ll stay true to myself no matter what I go through, who I meet or how I choose to live. I love me, I love you and that won’t change. My mind, thank you – you’ve blessed me in many ways and I can truly say with full honesty, I’m excited for our future. -Ace
My Hand’s Daydream

January 19th, 2021

The car keeps rolling steadily through the open roads. I’ve always thought it weird that the car can move miles and I don’t move an inch. I guess it’s like my thoughts, they move miles in my head but my body stays still.

I put my hand on the window and look out at the land. I unleash my imagination and my thoughts to run wild through the fields. My hand stays on the glass and my eyes rest on my nails. They’re longer than they’ve been and that makes me happy, my hands always seem to be a gauge of where my state of mind is.

Back to my thoughts, she comes through and I see her playing in the crops. Then he comes in and I see him through the song I’m listening to. Now my gaze comes back to my hand on the cold window; I soak in the stillness. Back to the fields, last night’s dream starts to unravel itself and tomorrow’s vision comes to light. Then they all become alive, it’s making me wonder.

My foundation makes a large circle in the middle of the crops, winding itself in and out into the most beautiful shapes. No matter what thought comes into my mind, that foundation stays strong and clear.

I open my eyes out of this short daydream and draw my attention back to my hand. I marvel at how my small, delicate hand connects to the sun above me and the mountains that surround. Me, seemingly just a small human, in actuality a big part of this enormously infinite Universe.

I unlock my phone, change the song and start writing. Here’s what came. -Ace
Saying Goodbye To 2020

December 31st, 2020

Dear 2020:

On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.

You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.

Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.

Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.

I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.

2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
2020’s reality

December 30th, 2020

When 2020 began
2019 ran
I thought I knew my year
With my dream so near
But then the truth hit me
And I could no longer just be
I had to dig
And dive for answers
Because I realized lies
Were all this world presented
I don’t resent it
I just needed an alarm clock
To wake me up
As my world changed
And my dreams too
I kept fighting for you
That soul inside
Whose drive cried
To take place in my reality
Then this blog was born
Never thought I’d be here
Feeling the Universe so near
Blessed beyond words
To have connected with you
And to have a made a dream
Reality
Changing my mentality
And practicing my dimensionality
2020 has shaped me into a better version
Giving the truth my total immersion
I thank you
For helping me awaken
For being the friend I needed
For making dreams come true
For letting me grow
And teaching me how to glow
Every single day in a row
Ace
Remembering The Light – Out Now!!

November 23rd, 2020

Remembering The Light is finally out and available to you!! I am so excited to be releasing it and sharing it with all of you. I pondered the idea of putting it out chapter by chapter, but I figured it would be better if you had the complete story all in one. I’ve made a new page on my website called Projects (I’ll link it below), this page will have IMAGINE + REALITY (my debut album) and this story in it so you will always have access to them. I encourage you to go read Remembering The Light, it isn’t too long, I think we could all use a little fiction right now and it is all about love, light and the beauty of relationships.

Remembering The Light – thank you for being so complete and for letting me bring you to life. Your characters and I have become really close and I hear them in my head all the time. I really believe your light can shine so brightly and inspire others to do the same! I am so excited to be releasing you to this world and I can’t wait to see what others think of our teamwork to bring your story to paper. No matter what, I am so grateful to you and the joy you’ve brought me. I will always remember your light. 💙

Remembering-The-Light Download

Projects

Above are the links (the first one to Remembering The Light and the second one to the Projects page on my website). If you do read this story, thank you so much, I hope you enjoy and I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments!! It would really mean a lot to me. Q&A about the story is coming November 28th so stayed tuned for behind the scenes tea! And if you have any questions you’d like answered about the story, just comment below!

Be fearless and free -Ace
Perception IS Reality

November 19th, 2020

Perception, there is so much meaning within that word. With perception comes choice, vision and your higher self; your perception creates your entire reality and in every single second you are choosing your perception. Our mind has such a valuable role in how we see the world, how we see others and how we see ourselves. When you let go of your little mind’s opinions and views, then you can truly see the miracles within and around you, even in the toughest moments. Our thoughts create our perception, our perception creates our vision, our vision (just perception) creates our reality.

So think about it, without your mind what would your eyes really see? Our mind drives our vision, you might not feel or hear the thought, but subconsciously, that thought is creating what you see with your eyes. For example, you could look at a crystal, when you look at it your mind registers it as a crystal, then it figures out its color and then your mind forms its opinion about the crystal. I’m not at all saying your mind is bad or that this process of seeing something is negative, your true mind is so powerful and when you are tapped into it, literal magic is possible. What you do need to let go of, is the other voice, the little mind that negatively effects your thinking and your vision. Your higher self, it’s not going to tell you all the cheery and positive things, it will when it is necessary, but it will ALWAYS show you the truth because your higher self is the real you, always loving and supporting you, it is the Universe. So, when you are looking at something (always 😁) put on your higher self glasses and look through that lens, not the lens of your little mind. With your higher self, you’ll really be seeing.

With vision, there is choice. You have a choice on what you choose to look at, what you choose to be your perception. Choice is something I think we sometimes take for granted, it seems like such a simple thing, but when you dive into it and the bigger picture of choice, it is so so powerful. For example, you’re in a park and you’re looking at this beautiful tree and enjoying the clean, crisp air. But, in the back of your mind, you’re consumed by this nagging project you must complete by the end of the day and you are truly dreading it. Here’s the thing, you could choose to enjoy the nature and the peace, you could choose to focus on the dread of the project, you could choose to focus on the fact that you’ll be done with the project at the end of the day or you could choose to focus on the gratitude that you have something to do and that even though you dread it, you are more than capable of doing it. Then when you choose what you want to focus on, that thought will expand and create more of itself, because whatever you are thinking about expands and becomes reality.

This applies for every single thing in this life and beyond. It especially applies for the people in your life or maybe just the people you come across. When you look at someone, you never ever know what anyone is going through, where they are at in their journey or who they are growing to become. We all have different perceptions and that is a beautiful thing, if we all had the same perception, we’d be living the same lives, with the same thoughts and the same feelings. Essentially, we’d be robots. So, I choose and I encourage you to choose to focus on the beauty within the different perceptions of us all. We are all connected and the very least we can do is respect each other’s soul, respect each other’s journey, respect each other’s opinions, and be the love and light that truly wishes each soul well. No matter if you are mad at that soul, or hurt by that soul, you never ever regret kindness and love. Love is what we all crave, what we are all made of and spreading it is receiving it. Let your heart take over your little mind and master that balance of truth and love, that is when your perception becomes your dreams.

That’s it for today! Thank you so much for reading!! I hope this helps you on your journey!! Love yourself, love others and be the love that illuminates so brightly. Always remember, if you don’t like something in your currently reality, just change your thoughts and your reality will all change. The power is in you to live the reality you dream. Be fearless and free -Ace

Exciting announcement coming tomorrow 🖤
A Conversation With Frequency

November 13th, 2020

Dear Frequency:

I see you taking up the room, I see you in each person’s aura, I see you like the invisible person in the room, I see you removing things and people who don’t match my frequency and I see you in me. I feel your presence more than I’ve ever felt and in a way, you’re kind of changing my life.

Words mean so much to me, words are my friends and my feelings. Words are the voice of my heart, just writing my heart straight on paper. But you, you make those words alive. Someone could be talking to me saying one thing, but when I focus on you I can see what they’re truly saying. I can see when I’m writing that all the words would just be words without putting you in each word. As strongly as I feel you in my words, I can tell others feel you too and that makes me feel like you are the strongest being on this planet.

I always knew you were there, I just didn’t know how much you were and how powerful you are. Thank you for removing all the other versions of you that don’t match, I know you are the Universe and every where I look I see the signs you’re giving me and the waves in which you come.

Every word I write, speak and read, every person I meet, every place I go, every song I listen to, every connection I make, every action I take and every thing my eyes meet I see you. I see your strength and your power. My heart and soul appreciate you with love, it is the strongest force in this world which I’m sure you know. I also appreciate the lower versions of you for it teaches me to rise and emerge out of those and to always come back to love. I know my intuition and you have a strong connection and I know together, you’ve strengthened the way in which I feel things deeply.

Anyways, I wanted you to know that I see you and I feel you. My purpose is within you and I am grateful for my newfound vision when it comes to you. I would ask you to bring only the best versions of you to me but I know you and I are already working on that together. I send the best of you to all of the humans who can feel it. I’ll be spreading, seeing and feeling you forever! Here’s to the rest of our journey!

Ace
The Story Of Truth

November 6th, 2020

Once upon a time there was a world filled with so much chaos. The world was a show and every person in it played a role. The people you would see in the news everyday and everyone who was “famous” in the world was actually just a puppet of the darkness. The darkness fed off the people’s fear and they only provided the people with low vibrations through this thing called television, through schools that killed the people’s creativity and spirit and by telling the people they had freedom and then taking all their “freedoms” away.

Through a so-called “deadly virus” the people started to wake up. The veil started to thin and the people started to see for the very first time. The truth of the world was becoming more and more visible to the people’s eyes. The people gave no attention to the mainstream outlets, the people looked within. They started connecting with the Universe and realizing how much power their soul was connected to. But there was one thing the people still looked forward to: the election for who would run the world.

The election was yet another game played and scripted by the darkness. They provided people with anxiety, stress, fear and low vibrations for days and even weeks. Through this final show, the people raised their vibrational frequency. They came together and remembered that love was the only true thing in the world. Their vibrational frequency was so high that the people of this world ascended into a new reality and a new dimension. They destroyed all darkness, shined their light individually and collectively and just like that they met ascension.

This is not once upon a time, this is upon the time right now. It is exciting! We are so close to our happy ending! Raise your vibrational frequency and shine your light. We, the people, have the power to shine our light so bright that all darkness diminishes and to raise our vibrational frequency so high that we can ascend! It is time we realize and choose it. Be fearless and free -Ace
Conversations With The Universe

October 21st, 2020

Dear 2020:

Another day in this world, another day in you. You know 2020, a lot of people probably don’t like you but I really am so grateful to you. Thank you for waking me up out of my dream and helping me learn what truth actually is. Thank you for all the growth and versions of myself I’ve evolved into and out of. I am so glad you came around and were very very honest, it seems every year before you was just a lie.

As grateful as I am for you and all the lessons you’ve taught me and truth you’ve showed the world, I’m also a little inpatient with you. Good things are supposed to have come by now and how long are you going to wait before showing it to us? I know the answer and I know inside that more people need to wake up to this show of a world we live in. And we need to raise our vibration. But I’m so ready for it, I am so ready. Patience is not my thing as you can probably tell but honesty is so I thought I’d flat out ask you. I am also asking you to give me your answer; I know you’re the Universe and I’m close with the Universe so I know I’ll get something back. Either through a sign, a feeling in my gut or a flat out response in my head so I look forward to it.

I will keep doing my part, fulfilling my purpose for right now and manifesting all the amazing things coming. I know you have a plan and everything is unfolding just as it is supposed to but sometimes it is hard to continue to live on with all the lies. I believe in you and I trust you and I hope you know how grateful I am for all the growth you’ve brought me.

Ace

Author’s Note – I thought I’d share this with the world and with you; it is a little different from what I normally write. I think we all have ups and downs and I’m normally pretty up here so I thought I’d be honest and authentic and share something I’m sure we’ve all been thinking…where’s the good things? I know in my soul that good things are all around us and lots are coming – unimaginably good things. But sometimes your mind can be a little bit of a trap. The only way to escape is with honesty and truth so that’s what I’m doing here. I will share 2020’s answer (obviously 2020 is the Universe) when I get it loud and clear and we’ll see what comes through. Thank you for reading. Be fearless and free
Your Heart Speaks

September 14th, 2020

What would you want if there were no material things in this world? Somebody asked me this question recently and it really got me thinking. Especially during times like these I feel this is such an important question. Something about it really struck me so I asked that question to everyone that is close to me. I got a lot of good answers but they all came back to one thing; love.

I would want real human connection. In this day and age everyone is so into their devices that to have a real and deep conversation is a luxury. And with the increasing use of facial coverings you can’t see anybody’s face or reactions limiting human connection. Could you imagine walking down the street to a store or something and there were no phones, everyone looked you in the eye, everyone said hello and smiled and even cooler someone asked you a deep question and you had a meaningful conversation with them? Personally, I’ve never seen that but I know that whatever I believe will happen. So, I imagine it, and I imagine it, because my thoughts create my reality.

One of my friends who I was talking to about this (unfortunately through text, you can’t win them all 🤪) completely agreed with me. And she pointed out something very true that people are forgetting how to talk to others. Being homeschooled my whole life, I was constantly pestered with the question, “How do you socialize?” And it is funny I’m throwing that question back at society. How do you socialize? With your face covered up, your eyes on your phone, your body at your house and your mind on your problems how do you connect? I encourage you to connect with other souls out there, whether digitally or not because I know it is hard to have face to face connection right now. At least talk to people, you never know how much you could help someone in their day. Kindness is free and will always make you feel good.

The friend who asked me this question said he would want to see the world. And my brother had the same answer. Could you imagine seeing the world without a passport, in a borderless world, without the the horridness of the airport and to experience cultures with people who are alive, vivacious and thrilled to connect with you? Again, I’ve never seen that but I too crave it. I’ve never understood why you need to a license to do anything in this world, let alone to pay to have the license. So to be able to see the world without borders would literally be a dream come true. This world has so much beauty in it that we are not aware of. For now, we can vision the beauty of the world in our heads because we are also not allowed to see beauty right now. Envision a better world, it is the least we can do to raise our vibration to ascend out of all this darkness and control.

My mom said love first thing but as she thought about it she went on to say authenticity. How awesome would that be? If you’re like me then authenticity means the world to you. Could you imagine living in a world where people knew who they were at their core, who were proud to be themselves, who fearlessly were that person every single moment of the day and who were honest to you no matter how hard the truth was to say? My mom is the most authentic person I know so I can imagine certain people like this but to imagine a whole world filled with only people like this is like speaking a different language for the first time. But I will imagine it for thoughts become reality. This world is what we create it to be, we are not only in total control of our destiny but we are in control of the Universe’s destiny for we are big pieces of it.

My dad simply said love which as I said earlier is really what we all want. We sometimes get distracted by material things but at our core we all crave love. Love connects us all and is who we are. All these answers always come back to love. Love is not a fairytale love story although it can be, love is much more deep. You could spend lifetimes trying to understand love but why try to understand it when you have an opportunity every second of every day to live it?

Another friend who I asked this question to said, “A better sense of humor.” It was a bit of a different answer from the rest but one that totally made sense to me. Especially right now, people are very stressed, up tight and in a massive state of fear. It seems as if every little thing is being taken so seriously right now and I get that some things must be taken seriously. However, a little bit of laughter and bringing levity to certain situations is definitely needed in this world. Laughing is so good for the soul and making others laugh will always bring you joy. Joy keeps us alive, not happiness for that is temporary. But joy is long lasting, it is real and it is an electric frequency that can be felt not only by you but by the Universe. Wouldn’t it be cool for a complete stranger to intend to brighten your day and to bring you joy? Could you imagine a world where we all wanted joy for one another and where we connected deep inside by the electric frequency of joy?

Think about this question today: What would you want if there were no material things in this world? Thank you to the person who asked me this, it really inspired me and got me thinking from my heart. And thank you to everyone who answered this question too, we are all unique yet all the same; it is love. Comment what you would want. This is so important especially right now and everyone’s voice and heart deserves to be heard. Be fearless and free – Ace