Trigger after trigger
Makes my ears ring
Taking a deep breath
I stay grounded
My heart well rounded
Understanding different opinions
But rooted to my own
Sitting in my energy zone
Feeling my mind and my soul alone
Words come and go
Feelings bring me joy and woe
Heart continues to pound
But I’m always listening
To what he says
Or she says
But mainly to what I say
It’s all that matters
Triggers can try their best
But I will conquer and let them rest
All will work out
I shall not pout
Right now, it might hurt
But I’ll get up
Cause that’s all I can do
Always knew
There’d be these days
Where I’d feel tossed around in many ways
But that spirit inside is alive
It never dies
Pain doesn’t scare me
One + One, Two
Pain + Love, I grew
The point of the Universe’s test
Is to not fall into stress
Remember I’m blessed
This is all part of the quest
I’m not mad at him
Or her
It will all be fine
I’m just listening to the voice that’s mine
This much is true
Because I hear you
Ace
Tag: confidence
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Dear 2020:
On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.
You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.
Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.
Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.
I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.
2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
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When 2020 began
2019 ran
I thought I knew my year
With my dream so near
But then the truth hit me
And I could no longer just be
I had to dig
And dive for answers
Because I realized lies
Were all this world presented
I don’t resent it
I just needed an alarm clock
To wake me up
As my world changed
And my dreams too
I kept fighting for you
That soul inside
Whose drive cried
To take place in my reality
Then this blog was born
Never thought I’d be here
Feeling the Universe so near
Blessed beyond words
To have connected with you
And to have a made a dream
Reality
Changing my mentality
And practicing my dimensionality
2020 has shaped me into a better version
Giving the truth my total immersion
I thank you
For helping me awaken
For being the friend I needed
For making dreams come true
For letting me grow
And teaching me how to glow
Every single day in a row
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Like a wolf she growled, the moon shined on her like a radiant angel. But it wasn’t the moon that made her alive, for who even knew what the moon was. The stars inside powered her soul and brought a twinkle to her eyes. The growl that roared out of her was for the love that was missing in the world. She alone, could not bring all of it back, she needed the rest of her pack. She howled to the night and her voice spread through the woods, her brothers and sisters would always hear her because they all vibrated at the same frequency, love.
United, we are one, let’s bring the love back! Be fearless and free -Ace
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Each breathe
Is a new chance
To give the truth a glance
It all starts with love
You can feel it’s force above
That something in the air
Love always makes you care
It’s not about fair
It’s all about feel
Don’t let others make you kneel
Stand in your truth
And be who you really are
Fake is not raw
It’s just a flaw
Simple to fix
Because love and fear just don’t mix
Diving deep in my soul
Until I feel whole
Intuition’s on a roll
I see me
I see you
I see truth
I see light
I see darkness
No matter what
I see
And I’m always truly me
Letting this feeling be
Just like a tree
Rooted to my truth
Growing each day
Shedding what needs to go
And sitting in the peace
That I am all
Fear will continue to fall
As I listen to my fire’s call
Because with the light on
No lies can stay
They’ll just float away
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What is love?
What is freedom?
What is the Universe?
What is fear?
What is light?
What is truth?
What is reality?
What is bravery?
What is compassion?
What is belief?
AceThere’s one answer to these questions, and that answer is a question: Who Are You?
All these answers are within you, you know them. Your soul just waits for the right time to show you the answers, the Universe always has a divine plan. Today, set your intention to be in touch with your higher self, be present, clear and let it speak to you. Your higher self, you, always has something to say, it just waits to speak until it knows you’re ready to listen.
My Higher Self’s Voice:
What is love? – Love is you, love is the what keeps us alive. Love is free.
What is freedom? – Opening your eyes, letting go of fear and emerging as the true you; freedom. Or Freedom is my sophomore album. 😂
What is the Universe? – Infinite, it’s me, it’s you, it’s love.
What is fear? – It’s not your enemy, it’s that something that helps you grow. Through fear, you realize YOU are strong, and no other voice can control you.
What is light? – That drive inside that lets you shine.
What is truth? – What your intuition communicates to you, what makes your soul complete and what makes you alive. Truth is not outside, it is within.
What is reality? – Reality is what you make it, reality is your thoughts.
What is bravery? – Feeling the fear, but doing it anyway. It’s hearing that little voice, but pushing it to the side and listening to your voice instead.
What is compassion? – Your heart’s smile; compassion is what makes your heart smile and feel complete.
What is belief? – Belief is what your soul, heart, mind, intuition and the entirety of your being know to be true. It’s a feeling, sometimes a false one your little mind tricks you with, but, belief is always power. Belief is a paradox, belief is what you believe it to be.
Who are you? – I am who I choose to be every second of every day of my life; I AM my soul.
Who are you? And what are your answers to these questions? Take a second today to let your higher self speak loudly, trust me, with all the energy in the air, a nice clear voice is exactly what you need. Comment with an answer you get from your higher self, I’d love to hear!!
Be fearless and free -Ace
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4. In Sync – 1:49
In Sync was the first video I made for this album that came through me effortlessly, I was back in the zone. I love this video, the music is so perfect and I started to use special effects in here! I think the effects make it that much more entertaining and gives the words more life. I feel like this video represents how it feels to be in sync with the Universe, you. There are a few slides about feelings here because I feel like your emotions are the most direct way you can hear the Universe. Feelings are tricky because you need to face them to let them pass but you also don’t want to be trapped in them, it’s a balance like everything is in this life! But you always need to trust your feelings, always. I love this video, I knew as soon as I finished it, it would be my lead single. I think it brings everything together so nicely. Thanks for watching!! Track list coming soon 💛 -Ace
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A(me): Hi Universe, or higher self, it’s weird when I’m talking to you it feels like myself but also like something much bigger. Anyway, I just have one question for you today, could you just speak on the future and all that we are going through as a collective?
U(The Infinite Universe): Yes, so December 21st is approaching, obviously there are a lot of opinions about this day and what it will bring. Here’s the simple answer, an event that only happens every 26,000 years is happening and it is BIG for the times we are in now. The vibration of the planet will be elevated and every human will feel it, even if they don’t think they feel it, they are. Some humans, will be so in touch with these feelings and the vibrations that new doors will open, new opportunities will come pouring in and emotional/mental abilities will be given to them. They already have those abilities but it will be easily unlocked because of the raise in vibration. And some other humans, won’t feel these vibrations as strongly or maybe not at all.
This is totally fine, everyone on this planet has a purpose and for some, their purpose is to just experience and see this time. They won’t feel it or transform from it, they are just here to observe. These people, we’ll call them “observers”, will anger the people whose purpose is to transform because they’ll try to awaken the observers, but they simply aren’t meant to. This is the plan, the observers will help the transformers (the people here meant to feel the vibrations and unlock new mental/emotional abilities) grow and evolve. You see that in the end, we are all a family assisting each other in fulfilling one’s purpose/mission at this time? There is no judgement, none at all. It is just simple, some people are meant to observe and others are meant to transform.
But, whomever you are, an observer or transformer, you will attract those similar to you. So, you being a transformer will attract transformers, occasionally, observers will come your way but they will fall out of your reality because their vibration is just off from yours. Same thing to observers, observers will attract observers but, occasionally, a transformer will come into their reality, they will simply fall away as the vibrations don’t match. So, this is a long answer but in short, December 21st is going to make crystal clear who is a transformer and who is an observer, and to those who are transformers, they will begin their true process of evolving and becoming the beings their soul’s chose to be in this lifetime. To those who are the observers, December 21st will remind you to open your perceptions and see all points of view, if you can’t feel, use your gift, seeing.
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You float in my mind
Like a never-ending river
It sometimes makes me shiver
I wish you could go away
Feeling small
Taking your call
Should’ve let it go to voicemail
But you left a trail
And I’m following
Since I’m stuck in your trap
Forgetting love’s map
When I begin to see again
I beat myself up for being too blind
Looking for love
But instead I watched my eyes find
Fear
Not the first time
Fear used to hold me tight
When I meet fear again
I’ll wave goodbye
Remember that it’s just a lie
I might say thank you
For showing me the gift of freedom
But I think I’ll stick with
Hi
And
Bye
It doesn’t deserve my magic
All those times it convinced me life was so tragic
Yet that wasn’t me
It was you
I feel you weakening and trying to grab me too
Bye bye fear
I’ll never let you near
The Universe, me
Is always right here
AceThis poem is very special to me, in my youth, fear had a tight hold on me. This poem starts as if I met fear again but I didn’t, it’s just recalling the experiences I’ve had with it. Then it goes to what I’ll say if I meet fear again, and somehow it gets to me actually talking to fear. I think it so important to face fear head on, so this poem was about forgiving myself for not doing so in the past and then actually doing it, because I’m strong now. I hope this helps you on your journey, be fearless and free -Ace
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Now more than ever, it is so important to spend your time wisely. With 2020 coming to a close and December 21st approaching, it is time to raise our vibrations and rise. There is no time for illusions, worry, fear, and settling; there’s only time for what feels good to our soul.
Do what makes you happy, do what makes you feel good. And during all the “have to-do’s” in the day, make the most of them. Sometimes our little mind gets in the way and tricks us into believing those “have to-do’s” are only miserable and dreadful. Maybe, there is something positive to take away from those things; our perception changes everything. When you initially dread something, look at it from a different angle and raise your vibration, then you’ll realize how powerful you truly are.
In those moments when you have the choice to either, do what’s expected or do what you love, choose to do what you love! Don’t listen to the outside world’s expectations of what you “must do” or your little mind’s manipulative game. Choose what YOU love and what makes you feel good!! Our vibration is of utter importance right now, and love is the highest of vibrations. Align yourself with love in everything you do, and watch only the vibration of love come flowing your way.
Spend some time each day doing what you love. I believe you can spend all day living your passion (for life’s purpose is to enjoy, not to survive), even in the hardest of moments, you can still choose to see the love. But, it takes lots of steps to climb the mountain, so start at a pace you can maintain. Spend 20 minutes doing what you love, whether that’s writing, reading, cooking, painting or whatever, go do it!!! There is no better thing you could spend your time doing. Sending you the kick you need to align yourself with what you love! Be fearless and free -Ace
Fearless Free Soul 