My mind has many paradoxes
It’s like the maze of my soul
Some days, I think I know each hole
The next day, I’m on a new stroll
There is no magical key
Where I’ll wake up and know every wave in my sea
I guess that’s the thing about this realm
Those at the helm
Don’t have the answers
Those around me
Don’t have the answers
I AM the answer
As my thoughts and dreams are the dancer
My mind is filled with many curves
Each piece has its purpose it serves
Connected to my being and its nerves
I am not what a version of me deserves
I am the me I choose to be through the power of mind
I am one of a kind
I am my soul and head intertwined
I am the Universe aligned
The stars and voices combined
My head can be blurry and odd
Unpredictable but a channel of god
Alive and abroad
Here’s the thing
My mind is always the voice I sing
No matter which way I swing
We’re connected though this magical string
Never lonely, it’s the Universe I bring
Ace
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Trust – 1:54
This video, Trust, is a video from my sophomore album, FREEDOM. I think trust is a tricky topic and definitely a life long lesson; I’ve gone through so many ups and downs with trust. I fully trust my soul, the Universe; and with that trust, I can appreciate all the twists and turns my journey takes for I know it’s meant to be. Sure, I have my tough days where trusting is tough (hence, why I picked this video as this week’s flashback 🤪) but, through it all, I always come back to love and remembering my vow to always trust the Universe. I hope this helps you on your journey and reminds you to keep your trust in the Universe, you! Be fearless and free -Ace If you’re new to this series, here’s Universe Hug #1 and below gives you a behind the scenes explanation of how this series was born!
Each week, I plan on posting an old video of mine as a little change up of posts, a charge of energy/motivation and a flash to the past – I’m calling it The Universe Hug Series! My mom always taught me that the little signs/synchronicities the Universe gives are like little hugs, thank you Mom!! So, my hope with this series is to give you many Universe Hugs!
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love’s lullaby
My voice in your head
Lying you down in this cozy bed
We will always be connected through this endless thread
It’s you through all these lifetimes I’ve led
I’m your day and night lullaby
Hugging you through any aching pain
Celebrating all the joys and highs you maintain
Pushing you to grow and fly like a plane
Rocking you to sleep no matter what clogs your brain
And always loving you no matter what stain
Or turn you take on this journey’s lane
I was with you from the moment you were born
I will be till the second this life ends
And forevermore
You must trust every here and now
It’s not in the how
Or the why or wow
It’s in the eternal vow
To remember everything happens for a reason
And is meant to be in your evolution
There are no problems nor solution
Those are just labels of this world’s institution
You are here for the truth revolution
Never fear being lonely
I am here and I’m not the only
I surround in everything you see
It just takes open eyes and a loving heart to be
I am your forever voice
Always here, it’s not a choice
It’s in our soothing lullaby you can hear peace rejoice
Acedeception’s lullaby
This world is a dimension of its own
Many things are not known
It’s the truth that has not yet flown
Lies sitting on the throne
This deceptive movie being shown
Our reality is not at all what it seems
But it’s through love and light where my soul beams
I often wonder if this life I’m living is just a series of dreams
Because I know anything mainstream is just a bunch of schemes
We’re tricked and they want us divided in a million different teams
Their frequency of fear hums this corrupt lullaby
But I don’t believe in a good or bad guy
I believe in love
And I know fear is the illusion they want me to fall in
I just smile and grin
Because now with my eyes open
And my soul alive and awake
I can hear and watch their lullaby
I’m immune to it, I continue to fly
I have my own bubble
Protected from any 3D trouble
I thrive, fulfill my mission and spread my love double
Ace
I love this poetry series! Lullaby is a topic ripe with inspiration and can be interpreted in many different ways. In this case, the first poem is the Universe speaking to you, promising to be your forever lullaby. The second poem is about the world’s lies and the deceptive lullaby fear creates. But, each poem comes back to love because no matter what lullaby we hear, it’s our choice of how we interpret it. I hope this helps you on your journey!!! Be fearless and free -Ace
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I am my forever best friend; embracing my ebbs and flows, forever loving/caring/supporting me, and always looking out for my best interest. I don’t play games with my heart; sure, sometimes my little mind’s trap has tricked me, but, I always find myself again, dust myself off and get back up stronger. No matter what, my higher self will always be there protecting me.
I see myself as many fragments. I am this body but I AM more than that; I am my heart that loves and feels, my soul that grows, my intuition that speaks loudly and my many voices in my head that are all infinite versions of me from many different timelines, perspectives and lives.
AceI am a galaxy taking its form as a human. I am the Universe, and the Universe is me. But, that doesn’t mean there aren’t days when I feel very human. This life is up and down, it’s a never-ending rollercoaster. Some days, someone will make you smile, other days they’ll make you nauseous and some days a memory will burn while other days it’ll illuminate. This life of being human comes with emotion. I can honestly say that I am so grateful for that gift; emotion and feelings have become some of my favorite adventures. I think the many labels feelings and emotions come with makes everything a little blurry. Instead, I soak them in and let them breathe, speak and become fully alive. Only when you face your emotion, can the waves settle and the sun shine a little brighter.
This venture on my path is exquisitely meant to be
With open eyes and a smile I can see
Through all the storms, I am divinely freeDo I have all the answers? No – I’m human and soul. This lesson is about learning to rise no matter the pain or hurt; it’s learning to love myself more and to be grateful for the new layers of growth.
I know this feeling, I know this experience; I’ve done it many times and I can certainly do it again. I’m way past being broken, but, that doesn’t mean I don’t feel and I’m not human. Through all that I’ve been through, I can say with complete honesty how grateful I am for me! I AM the soul I dreamed to be years ago, I AM strong, I AM proud of me, I SEE me, I TRUST me, I BELIEVE in me and I AM fearless and free. This journey is mine to soar; nothing and no one can change that – every hurdle, every obstacle is a twist and turn that the Universe in me knows is meant to be.
I sat down to write because, boy did I need to today. This piece is one of my most honest, vulnerable and raw. It’s more of a journal entry and expression to help me move through some tough things. I absolutely love the ending, and I feel I’ll be back reading it many times. I know everyone is going through something and some type of growing pain, but, I encourage you to express and to be vulnerable! Trust me, you’ll feel so much better and free. I hope this helps you on your journey and reminds you – emotion is a beautiful thing, dive into your feelings, YOU are perfectly you, Love is always the answer, pain hurts but it goes away when we face it and that self love is one of the most amazing things in this Universe. Be fearless and free -Ace
I know me and that’s all that matters
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This has to be a test
They’ve both disappeared
And I’m left with this strange feeling in my chest
Maybe it’s pain or a sliver of heartbreak
The ground beneath me wants to shake
But I stay strong amidst this quake
I hear your voice telling me it’ll all be well
I’m letting this weird emotion dwell
Hoping an answer can come and yell
Or just waiting for my phone’s bell
I’ve let go, I’ve given space,
I’ve jumped in, I’ve done this chase
You’ve made me laugh and gleam
Now we’ve drifted into a different stream
I saw you in a dream
And I don’t know what to think
Was on the brink
But then you showed up and made things blurry
You, however, want me to worry
Out of nowhere, you ran
Leaving me, almost as if it was always your plan
I started to feel it coming, but I stayed
I can’t help but feel a bit betrayed
I still care and send you compassion’s aid
Oh Universe, I know you threw in this grenade
Waiting to see my being’s shade
Will I surrender and fade?
Or soak in the lesson and let love invade?
This day is up and down with emotion
Like the infinite waves of the ocean
I’ll always live for my soul’s devotionI love
Ace
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I sit down and open my drafts. I let the page stay blank as I look around for something to spark a wave of emotion or inspiration. My shell collection speaks to me first, then my inspiration board loses me in another daydream. Filled with meaningful words people have said to me and poems of my soul’s, I travel to far away timelines and thought cycles. Some words sting and some bring a smile, I guess I’ve found my writing topic.
A friend who’s exited my reality, a coach who’s forever gone but still in my heart, a friend who fades and glimmers, my parents who are my home, my sibling who’s an eternal friend and a friend who’s here but not – A me who is always grateful. No matter what memories come to mind or emotions come to the surface, my heart still bursts with overwhelming gratitude. Yes, I’ve been hurt a lot and challenged in many relationships; but, after many lessons, I’ve learned that gratitude, acceptance and forgiveness is always the answer. Connection means the most to me in this entire world and relationships have taught me oh so much; I feel as though connection is always such a synchronicity. The Universe brings people into your life for a time, a season or a forever and those people are stepping stones in your journey – always.
My eyes drift to some of my poems – oh I know it’s my writing, but is it really? When I write, I express and when I express something comes out of me. That something, I think, is the purest me and the purest form of the Universe – my soul. This channeling is a different type of connection, it’s the connection to all the fragments of me in every dimension, reality, life and galaxy – it’s where I feel at home. I can get this connection on the tennis court, my second home, through the vibration of the adrenaline. But, when I’m writing it’s much more powerful – the two homes balance each other out. Both are expressive and have their own unique flow and without tennis, I wouldn’t be writing and without writing, I wouldn’t enjoy tennis as much.
I think the reason my inspiration board is inspiring to me, is that it always lets me reflect in a million different daydreams. I can look back on those vivid experiences of emotions when someone said that, or when I channeled a certain piece or the many different journeys I’ve been on in my infinite journey. It’s always important to have some quiet time and sit with yourself. In these conversations I have with myself, sometimes the most random things pop up, but, all these conversations have one thing in common – I always come to this place of peace of how much I’ve grown. I’m sure there will be a day I read this in the future and have that same experience. Self love lets your soul blossom and your heart smile, so, give yourself a little twinkle each day and illuminate your being!
Because you can reflect and reflect, those memories aren’t always perfect, but, YOU are always worth the time to connect.
Be fearless and free -Ace
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It’s always you
Seeing me for me no matter the view
Guiding the way through and through
Ever since we truly met
I can’t forget
You’re one of a kind
And when the synchronicities align
Your hug gives me the most joy
Today I’m showering you with my love
You’re my magical little dove
Always inside, below and above
When I believe, I turn up the heat on our stove
For a while you drove
But then freedom hit and I took the reigns
You’re always there to tell me when to change lanesIt’s always you
Shining a light on those days I grew
You’re my glue
Even when I was scared
You never flew
You’ve been with me through every lifetime
And will be through every experience that’s new
You know it’s never been easy
“It” being trust
But you illuminated my stardust
Took away the rust
And taught me how to be free
You gave me the vision that doesn’t just allow me to see
But to unlock the truth keyIt’s always you
Thank you for being my infinite crew
And for being there no matter what life I debutOf course, I’ve always been talking to you Universe, me
Be fearless and free – Ace
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Twilight’s glow illuminates the sparks of my soul within. I feel the tiger in my heart, the mountains of my foundation, the wind of my vibration, the shooting stars of my emotions, the ocean of my being, the trees of my intuition and the force of the Universe in my soul.
As I look around at the dirt below me, the floating leaves above, the blooming flowers all around, the brush of the sun on my back and the caress of nature’s touch, I realize I am them all. I am the soil and the sky for we are the Universe. In me, they see themselves and in them I see me. It’s this relationship of the heart that I cherish because I know the me in them will never let me down and they feel the same. We are all the Universe, with different labels and shapes, but, purely we are one.
There’s another point of view that comes to mind though. The concrete below, the wallpaper of a sky above, the controlled wind and weather, the chemicals harming the plants and the blockage of the sun – I realize that maybe I am living in someone’s vision, someone’s dream. As I let my perception play, I see that this life is just a dream in which I am lucid and practicing a life. This hologram of world is a test for my soul; will I wake up out of this dream or will I play into the false concepts of evils at play?
These perceptions battle in my head and honestly, I don’t mind it. I love to let my mind explore and my thoughts wander – because that freedom is slowly being taken away from us. No matter which feels more true, I always know I believe in love. If this Universe is the magic I hope it to be, the love in me will thrive. If this is all just a dream, a test, the love in me will thrive. I am perfectly me no matter what and I will continue to grow whether this reality is really real or not. I accept that there are no answers except what I believe to be true and I cherish this journey to allow my soul to grow. Thank you, soul, for letting me venture this lifetime with you – let’s see where this path takes us!
I love this piece as it starts off with a prose flow of writing and ends with my deep, honest and personal thoughts. These points of view in my head battle daily and I shift my beliefs quite often, some days one feels more real than the other and vice versa. I always come back to love and trust, I truly believe the test of this life is to fulfill our mission without knowing all the answers because it’s in the unknowing where we choose which life to live – fearless or fearful.
Be fearless and free -Ace
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What if we lived life through the beat of our hearts?
Each beat with its own purpose, its own fire
Then time would be the ultimate liar
The rhythm of our hearts creating life’s magical choir
That’s our missing wire
The illusion of time and this construct of a world
Teaches us to forget
When our soul and heart first met
The day they came together and created YOU
This whole journey began and was put into view
Maybe this is lifetime #122
Or you’re a part of infinite’s crew
No matter what, your soul chose to be here
I can feel your smile as you read this loud and clear
Or maybe it’s a happy tear
You know deep down you’re here for a reason
Not just a lifetime nor a season
Your journey is immortal
This is simply just a test
Rise above the lies, deception and all the rest
Fulfill your mission and do your personal best
You are making yourself proud
Stand a part from the crowd
Do what your soul came here to do
This life is just your journey’s clue
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I look in the mirror, and smile at my reflection. Sometimes, I feel I’m just looking at myself, other times I feel I’m looking at a me from far away. I put my hand on the glass and soak in the chill, then I close my eyes and play my reflection back in my head. I start to form some words to say to myself, but, I know the me in my reflection already knows what I have to say. So, I open my eyes and smile as I watch the glass illuminate the sparkle in my eyes and the twinkle in my teeth. I turn the lights off, shut the door and leave that experience waiting for more.
I pick up the shard of glass and watch the light dance on it. First comes purple, reminding me of that thing that makes me happy-sad. Then green shines through the sharp corner, reminding me of that experience that makes me euphoric. Those colors disappear, blue takes over and I sink into the floor; it reminds me of the moments I have alone, just me, myself and I. As the blue exits, yellow enters and brings a smile to my face for a reason unknown. Yellow moves to the upper left corner of this jagged shard and pink starts to dance; the pink reminds me of all the days love taught me to let go. Through my window, the sun sets and the dark night sky takes over. My shard becomes clear again, and I rise from the floor; this experience is one I’ll remember for sure.
The glass breaks and the sound sends a charge through my body. A million pieces scatter on the floor, funny enough, they remind me of my own glass pieces. Each shard has its own energy, personality and glow. But, when they’re together, they create something beautiful and unique of their own. I flash the two memories back and forth – the whole piece of glass and the million broken shards. But, are they really broken? Or are they in their natural form? As I’m cleaning up this so called mess, I change my thought perception. What if on my whole days I’m still a million broken shards, but they just create something a little more beautiful? And what if on the days when the shards of glass stay shards, I’m just being more vulnerable and real?
I’ve had glass analogies running in my head for quite some time now! I really like each of these outlooks, they are unique and different, but, there’s that something that pulls them all together! Which analogy resonates the most with you? I’d so love to hear!! I think I’ll forever have a different perspective whenever I see glass! I hope this helps you on your journey!! Be fearless and free -Ace
Fearless Free Soul 