Thoughts are hugging me today
I seem to not want it to go away
Don’t know if that’s good thing
Or if it’s just fear they bring
Either way it has me thinking
Where do they come from?
Are they all mine?
Why the sudden rush?
Should I just press flush?
Or do I let them keep coming?
I’m not running
I like to sit in it
And process bit by bit
A lot of these thoughts
Charge my body with creative juices
No more excuses
I just have to write it down
Some thoughts want me to drown
In a pool of worry
Telling me to hurry
On things in my future I can’t control
Like a sickening troll
Then I sit back and release the judgement
It doesn’t bring me contentment
This poem might just be my thoughts
On a page
Organizing themselves on this paper’s stage
Or maybe it’s my fingers’ creation
It’s probably just a simple notation
Ace
Tag: dreams
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I let my thoughts wander in my head
Before I went to bed
Guess I took some to my dreams
Showing me things
I don’t know I want to see
Not that it’s all bad
Just the uncertainty
Sometimes drives me mad
It is indeed you I see
Will these dreams come to be?
Or is it footage just clogging my brain
Sinking down an endless drain
Even if it’s just a show
Most moments aren’t too low
Looking down the row
Of the thoughts you created
Down the hall of my mind
I watch the Universe
Pick which past or future to show
No matter what
It always shows me something that’s good
Somedays I wake up steaming
Somedays I wake up gleaming
Somedays I wake up dreaming
I could live in the dream instead
You confuse me
Because I wonder why you still take space in my mind
But you I enjoy seeing
I just wish you were still being
And you I ask to see
So, thanks for coming to be
I see the signs
All the different kinds
This poem was supposed to bring me clarity
But that’s a rarity
So, I’m still wondering
Will some of these dreams come true?
Or is it just a show of my ever-changing point of view?
AceThis poem took me a while to write, I had so many thoughts and condensing them into lines that rhyme was tough, but I saw the potential in this piece so I kept going. I really love this poem, it has a lot of special meaning to me. I believe so much in dreams, but they still leave me with much to think about. I hope this helps you on your journey and reminds you to take a look into your dreams. Be fearless and free -Ace
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I sit and stare
Breathing in the crisp air
A moment with silence
Assures me all is well
My worries fly away
Doesn’t matter if it’s night or day
A moment with silence
Is an escape from the business of my mind
With silence I find
The knowing in me
The knowing that it truly is ok
Everything will be fine
Even if it’s not mine
Or the journey isn’t a straight line
I know it is all good
That’s not just a mood
It’s a way of living
A moment with silence
Helps you wave farewell
To those demons inside that sometimes dwell
You can then realize
Worrying is silly
Overthinking is most often a curse
Perfectionism isn’t perfect
But you are free
You make your own choices
And listen to your own voices
A moment with silence
Thank you
For the peace and clarity too
I’ll always remember you no matter
What form or energy you take
You’ll be with me when I wake
And when I break
Ace
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It’s the start of a new week! 2020 is almost at a close, and I’ll admit, I’ll be a little sad to see it go. I know that sounds weird, but seriously, I am so grateful for all the growth and truth 2020 has brought. This time last year I was a completely different person, as I’m sure many of you were, it just makes me wonder what can 2021 bring?
2020 is still alive for a few more weeks, it’s time to raise our vibration, harness our power and create magic! Let’s finish this year in the best way possible, let’s make ourselves proud and shine our light so strong that the whole planet feels it! I encourage you to find that space within yourself, or find that voice that is your truest you and totally live from it in these next few weeks and beyond! It’s time to thrive, you can choose to wallow in the toughness of this year or you can choose to rise up.
I had this vision to create a bulletin board full of empowering words, so I made that vision reality! I hope this is your little reminder to truly live, not to survive but, to thrive! What message speaks to you? The past is in the past, the present is alive and the future is what you make it. You can’t control the past days of this year, but, you can control the moment and the future. Live life with no regrets and be your best self! I believe in you; sending you all so much love! Be fearless and free -Ace
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In a bit of a truth mood today, so, I created this image. You have to be so careful about what you give your attention to and what you let in your reality. Please don’t believe everything you read or watch, the outside world is a lie trying to lower your vibration and make you think you are small. You have all the power and are a very special part of this Universe with a bright light to shine!!! You decide what you believe, not the media. Be fearless and free -Ace
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We awake
Out of a dream
Or a different life
Depends on how you see it
And as you sit
Recollecting memories
Shuffling through what stands out
And releasing all your doubt
You stand up
And enter a new world
It could be cold
Or a story untold
No matter what it is
You choose to be bold
Through both worlds you live in
Even if you feel small within
Or that you are just starting to begin
You stand up everyday and enter one world
Then you lay down at the end of each day
And enter a new one
For that I hope you give yourself some love
I’ll be the little dove
Flying above
Reminding you through this poem
To give yourself credit
For living in both worlds
Ace
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I thought I’d do something a little different today and do more of a journal entry/letter type share that describes what’s on my mind and how I’m feeling. Thank you for reading! I hope this helps you on your journey and remember, dig for truth everywhere you go. Don’t believe the outside, believe the inside, you. Be fearless and free -Ace How are you truly feeling today?
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The cool wind ran by her aura, the sun shined on her being. She painted her reality like she was an artist, her palette clean and colorful, her brushes organized and in all different sizes and her canvas always changing and beautiful. Her canvas always formed into something new, some days it was bright and sunny, other days it was dark and starry. But no matter what her painting looked like she was always in control, she chose whether her picture looked like her dreams or her nightmares. What she loved most about her canvas was that she could always add to it and that it was always her’s, if she felt something was missing, it was just a color and a brushstroke away. She always hoped her painting inspired someone out there to pick up the brushes to their life and to create their masterpiece, because she knew in the core of her being that her masterpiece was up to her to create.
Be fearless and free -Ace
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A (me): How am I really doing?
U (Universe): Your aura is very close to you, you guard it well. Your energy is almost on top of you, you keep it close and you’re very in touch with it. But you need to let go, not as in letting go of fear, but just letting go, in a good way.
A: Are you saying, like spread my wings?
U: Yes, yes. Stay in touch with your energy and we like how protective you are of it, but unleash it for the whole world to see.
A: Who’s we?
U: The Infinite Universe, you.
A: Do you have any advice for me in the next coming days/weeks?
U: Don’t apologize or be hard on yourself for how you feel. Step into your trust, more than trust have faith. Have faith in timing, in this voice we are coming to you in and your gut. BE, be comfortable, not in the moment, but in the period of patience. There’s beauty in patience, when you can connect with the peace and tranquility inside of yourself that has utter faith in what is to come then that other voice that occasionally visits will completely go away.
A: I have some questions.
U: Ask away.
A: When you say don’t apologize or be hard on myself for how I feel, do you mean that I’m doing that currently or that I will be in the future?
U: The perfectionist in you occasionally teams up with your little voice and twists you being in touch with your feelings to why am I feeling this way. Do you see? It’s as if on occasion, you form opinions on your own feelings. Well, you don’t form those opinions but sub consciously your little mind does and when you give it space it changes those feelings, those feelings are your guides. Without them, you lose your connection.
A: I see. It seems like my little voice is sort of active.
U: Just a little bit. It isn’t as visible now, and we think when you hear it or feel it you are doing a better job at letting its power go. But we are just here to remind you that is has no truth or authenticity to its voice. It will trigger you and that trigger is great practice for you to not attach yourself onto energy. You see, we encourage you to keep your aura guarded and protective and you’re good at that, but you need to know when to let go. It’s that balance, like you step into letting go, step out to protect yourself. You need to master those steps. The trigger of your little voice can help you practice that, your little voice is not bad or negative and we’re not saying it is evil or wrong. That voice encourages growth, it just doesn’t deserve your power.
A: I understand. Thank you, I really feel those words you just spoke.
U: Don’t thank us, thank you because you are us. You give us the microphone and we just speak the words you already know.
A: (Smiles) That makes sense. One last thing.
U: Go ahead.
A: Dreams, they haven’t been as clear and they don’t stay long in my mind. Is there anything you’re trying to show me?
U: Always. The dreams aren’t staying in your head because that is the message we are trying to show you. Don’t see the dream and analyze it, feel the dream and interpret it. The difference, because we know you’ll ask what it is, is that your eyes are controlled by your mind. Again, your mind is so powerful and we’re not at all saying it is negative, but it is unnecessary for you to analyze them in that way anymore. Last year, when we started giving you the power to connect your dreams with your life you couldn’t feel them, you could only see them and form opinions about it in the mind. You formed good opinions and connected the right dots but you can do more, better now. Instead of seeing them, you need to feel them. When you wake up out of one, don’t think. Push all thoughts away and speak with your gut through your heart and your feelings. Once you know how you feel, then you’ll know the message we’re showing you.
A: So you did upgrade me or give me some power about dreams last year? I thought you did, but I never fully knew because it was so weird how all the sudden they started coming so real and so perfect for my life.
U: Yes, we did. You were ready, when you let go of that last thing in your life bringing you fear we could easily provide you with the love and the power you needed to get you to believe in us. We know you didn’t trust us yet, we know you saw us but we needed something for you to trust us and the dreams were how we did that. Because once you started trusting us, you could see that your life was really the same as the dreams with the same messages and signs.
A: Thank you, and myself. (Smiles). This was really helpful.
U: Anytime, we’re always here, it just takes your heart to open to courage for us to activate.
I’ve been having conversations with my higher self, the Infinite Universe. When I first got my pendulum, I asked it tons of questions and thought I could only connect to the Universe through it and my dreams. But there was a day I realized that the pendulum was just my higher self answering. So, recently I started just asking questions in my head and then this voice would come and answer. This voice sounds so peaceful, loving and powerful, like it knows who it is at it’s core. Of course it knows itself, because it is the Universe. It used to take me days to get an answer to my question, but now I’ll ask something and I get an answer in seconds. These conversations I’m having with my higher self (again, the voice says it’s the Infinite Universe, me) are so comforting and magical. I seriously feel so at peace and a tad giddy because it is just so cool!
This was the first time I asked to have the conversation through writing and it came through me in that way. I’ve read it many times now and I didn’t edit any of the grammar or anything because, I mean, it’s the Infinite Universe, I’m not going to edit its words. 😂 But seriously, I just didn’t feel it was right. I hope this conversation helps you connect the dots on your journey and encourages you to talk to your higher self. Just start by asking a question and ask to get an answer in the next couple days, trust me, you will know when you get your answer. That voice is the purest you and deep down you know it so so well. Be fearless and free -Ace
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