Trigger after trigger
Makes my ears ring
Taking a deep breath
I stay grounded
My heart well rounded
Understanding different opinions
But rooted to my own
Sitting in my energy zone
Feeling my mind and my soul alone
Words come and go
Feelings bring me joy and woe
Heart continues to pound
But I’m always listening
To what he says
Or she says
But mainly to what I say
It’s all that matters
Triggers can try their best
But I will conquer and let them rest
All will work out
I shall not pout
Right now, it might hurt
But I’ll get up
Cause that’s all I can do
Always knew
There’d be these days
Where I’d feel tossed around in many ways
But that spirit inside is alive
It never dies
Pain doesn’t scare me
One + One, Two
Pain + Love, I grew
The point of the Universe’s test
Is to not fall into stress
Remember I’m blessed
This is all part of the quest
I’m not mad at him
Or her
It will all be fine
I’m just listening to the voice that’s mine
This much is true
Because I hear you
Ace
Tag: relationships
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Dear 2020:
On this last day with you, all the memories I’ve made this year come crashing in, the tremendous amount I’ve grown this year makes me smile and the dreams that have come true sends a rush through my being. I honestly can’t believe this is it with you, this year has seemed long at times and very fast at other times. To some, you may have been an annoying and tough year but, to me you have been an eye opening and truth-filled year that I will forever be grateful for.
You’ve changed my life in so many ways. To start, you woke me up out of the dream of lies this world is full of. You gave the truth a new meaning this year and with that truth came true freedom. In the beginning, I’ll admit, it wasn’t easy. I felt like my whole world had been rocked and my dreams too, but then came the gratitude, freedom and drive to make a difference. The truth has truly become my best friend and I wouldn’t want it any other away, I am so grateful to be really alive. I will never sleep again, being alive gives me purpose and makes my fire inside light up the world. So, thank you for all the truth you’ve brought to me, that’s just one way you changed my life and me.
Another way you’ve changed my life and I, is by making my dream of having a website/blog come true. There was no better time than with you to make my dream a reality and I am so so grateful to you. This website has brought me so much comfort, connection and freedom. The people I’ve gotten to connect with through my blog has been truly amazing, I never thought I’d get to have the pleasure of connecting with such beautiful souls from across the world. Writing is my best friend, I’ve spent so so many hours typing/creating away. My debut album, my story, my future sophomore album and all the posts in between will be a part of my heart and soul forever, thank you for that. I can’t believe it has only been four months of blogging, I feel like this website has been inside of me forever. I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally and I think that credit goes to you, for both bringing this website and the truth into my life.
Yet another way you’ve change my life and I, is by bringing a much needed balance to my life. Tennis and being an athlete is my passion, but so is writing and helping raise the frequency of this planet. Combining both, plus spending time in nature, being with my family, connecting with my friends and just the everyday things in life I got to enjoy more this year, really has brought me true balance. I know in my soul that all the writing and creating really has helped the athlete side of me grow and get better and the athlete side of me has helped my words have so much depth and meaning to them. Without the athlete, I wouldn’t be fearless and free and without the writer, I wouldn’t be as joyous or alive. I truly thank you for the harmony you’ve created in my life through the balance of both sides of me, I truly feel that in each day I thrive.
I have to be honest and say that this year with you hasn’t been all sunny and bright, there have been some rough and dark days. But I know in my gut that without those tough days, the bright days wouldn’t mean as much and I definitely wouldn’t have grown. It is in the dark I have truly chosen to evolve and to come out stronger. Another way you have changed my life and I, is by showing me what it really means to love myself and to believe in myself. With that newfound love and belief in myself, I can truly see that those tough days shaped me into the unique light that I am. Those days taught me how to shine my light and how to be strong in the weirdest of times. I think vibration and energy also have a new meaning to me this year, thanks to you. I feel so much more in touch with my energy, much more control over my energy partly due to cutting out sugar from life completely and I definitely can read other’s energy much much better. I even got the experience of seeing other’s auras which was fascinating. I am authentically myself, no matter how much that person changes, I am my true self every single day. I am so hard on myself and giving myself credit isn’t the easiest thing in the world, but, I can say with full truth that I am really proud of the fearless and free soul I am.
2020, I hate to say goodbye, you really have brought me so much. I know you’ve been treated poorly at times but, I get your message and I see you. I know the truth is your purpose and I will always remember you for that. Thank you for the joy, love, truth, comfort, connection and growth you have brought me. Thank you for strengthening my relationships with my family and friends and thank you for showing me that dreams and thoughts do become reality; I’ve always believed that and I always will. 2020, the Universe, thank you. -Ace
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When 2020 began
2019 ran
I thought I knew my year
With my dream so near
But then the truth hit me
And I could no longer just be
I had to dig
And dive for answers
Because I realized lies
Were all this world presented
I don’t resent it
I just needed an alarm clock
To wake me up
As my world changed
And my dreams too
I kept fighting for you
That soul inside
Whose drive cried
To take place in my reality
Then this blog was born
Never thought I’d be here
Feeling the Universe so near
Blessed beyond words
To have connected with you
And to have a made a dream
Reality
Changing my mentality
And practicing my dimensionality
2020 has shaped me into a better version
Giving the truth my total immersion
I thank you
For helping me awaken
For being the friend I needed
For making dreams come true
For letting me grow
And teaching me how to glow
Every single day in a row
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Like a wolf she growled, the moon shined on her like a radiant angel. But it wasn’t the moon that made her alive, for who even knew what the moon was. The stars inside powered her soul and brought a twinkle to her eyes. The growl that roared out of her was for the love that was missing in the world. She alone, could not bring all of it back, she needed the rest of her pack. She howled to the night and her voice spread through the woods, her brothers and sisters would always hear her because they all vibrated at the same frequency, love.
United, we are one, let’s bring the love back! Be fearless and free -Ace
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As I start to write this, I feel so grateful to the Universe and so connected to the love frequency. I’ve finally made it to Sedona, the vacation spot I’ve been dreaming about visiting for months!!! As cold as it is here 🤪, the change of scenery is much needed after having been nowhere this year. The energy here is so calm and refreshing; I feel as though this spot exists out of time and in a slightly different reality.
The Universe is seriously incredible, I know in a way I’m saying I’m incredible, because I AM (we all are) the Universe 😂 but, I don’t mean it that way. There seems to be this magical force that’s been following me around since a few days before the solstice; thoughts, manifestations and dreams have been becoming reality so quickly. I feel like all those days I told myself to keep trusting the Universe and all my wishes would come true someday, have been so totally worth it. I think it is important to be vulnerable and raw about the tough moments, and to savor the high moments when they come. That’s what this post is about; this magical twinkle that has touched my aura, is something I feel so blessed to share.
Magical Twinkle
Sparkle in my eyes
Erasing the world’s lies
Including the skies
The special shine in my aura
Due to the miracles the Universe
Has brought to my door
I’m sure it’s been here before
And my eyes weren’t ready to see
But today I’m immersed in it
Don’t know how long this feeling will stay
No matter what I’ll always remember
As I savor each moment like the best meal
I’ve ever eaten
Today I’m not feeling beaten
By the world and its madness
I’m here and alive inside
The twinkle in my soul
Has my vibration elevated
The connection I feel to all
Is answering my heart’s call
Feeling so alive and blessed overall
The best part is that I can choose this feeling
Whenever I want
And so can you
The choice is ours to thrive
I know somedays are hard
When you feel so stuck
But rise out of the muck
And come to this side
Don’t let fear make you hide
The beauty of this life is the ride
It may seem like our world is only dark
But your spark
Is always
The Magic Twinkle
AceWishing you all the feeling of this magical twinkle!! The Universe is you, miracles always surround us, it just takes our open eyes to see and unlocked hearts to feel. Believe in your dreams because they will come true, I promise. The power is in you to thrive and it all starts with our perception! Feel the tough days, savor the high ones and enjoy the ups and downs of this journey we call life. The ups and downs make the adventure that much better! Much love to you all, be fearless and free -Ace
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Happy one month, Remembering The Light!! I can’t believe it’s only been a month since you’ve been unleashed to the world, I feel like you’ve been a part of my soul forever! Your characters still visit me now and then and it always brings a smile to my face. Thank you for being you and for shining your light so strong, I will always remember your light!!
If you haven’t read it yet, now is the time!!! It’s not too long, very entertaining and I know you’ll get something out of it!!! Thank you to the beautiful souls who’ve read this book and left such thoughtful comments about it – it really means so so much to me and I am eternally grateful!! And thank you to Remembering The Light for being such a strong and unique light!!
Be fearless and free -Ace
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I let my thoughts wander in my head
Before I went to bed
Guess I took some to my dreams
Showing me things
I don’t know I want to see
Not that it’s all bad
Just the uncertainty
Sometimes drives me mad
It is indeed you I see
Will these dreams come to be?
Or is it footage just clogging my brain
Sinking down an endless drain
Even if it’s just a show
Most moments aren’t too low
Looking down the row
Of the thoughts you created
Down the hall of my mind
I watch the Universe
Pick which past or future to show
No matter what
It always shows me something that’s good
Somedays I wake up steaming
Somedays I wake up gleaming
Somedays I wake up dreaming
I could live in the dream instead
You confuse me
Because I wonder why you still take space in my mind
But you I enjoy seeing
I just wish you were still being
And you I ask to see
So, thanks for coming to be
I see the signs
All the different kinds
This poem was supposed to bring me clarity
But that’s a rarity
So, I’m still wondering
Will some of these dreams come true?
Or is it just a show of my ever-changing point of view?
AceThis poem took me a while to write, I had so many thoughts and condensing them into lines that rhyme was tough, but I saw the potential in this piece so I kept going. I really love this poem, it has a lot of special meaning to me. I believe so much in dreams, but they still leave me with much to think about. I hope this helps you on your journey and reminds you to take a look into your dreams. Be fearless and free -Ace
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Hello friends!!! Today’s post is all about joy and smiling! I know a lot of people are struggling with some type of pain right now, whether physical, emotional or mental, I get it. But pain is ultimately just an illusion, labels give it power, but YOU are so strong, I know it!! So, today I’m going to share some past pieces of mine to help you rise, smile and say goodbye to pain.
To Start – Some Videos From My Debut Album, IMAGINE + REALITY
This is video is called Movie Making, it’s all about making your life the best movie by remembering that you’re the director, the Universe is your co-producer and at any time you can rewrite your script. I love the music, it’s very joyful and upbeat! I feel like this video is very relatable and a good reminder to take your life back into your own hands. This video is called Amaze and it is the last video on my album. It kind of flows perfectly from Movie Making because it is all about happy endings! Happy endings, not just in the end of life, but in every single situation! Pain might be with you right now, but envision your happy ending, it will come to be in your reality because thoughts become reality. Imagine what you want to see in your reality, imagination is reality, hence the purpose of my album. Above is the link to all the videos from the album, if you need a little more inspiration or motivation, that’s the place to find it!
And of course, there had to be some funny images! This frog cracks me up, his eyes are too weird! 😂 Smiles literally light up your heart, I hope this makes you smile! 
Your thoughts fuel your body, feed your mind the best food and watch your body release all pain, and fear. Tap into your heart and realize your true power!!! We’re born
Taught to survive
Forgetting how to thrive
Our childhood spark
Loses its magic
Because we forget
It’s right here
And always near
Don’t fear
It never dissapears
Find that spark
And make your mark
-Ace
Had to end this with a new poem, so I lied, this post isn’t only my past pieces! 😂 I hope these videos, images and this poem brought you laughter, joy, smiles and was a little escape from reality! I believe in you, you’ve truly got this!!
Which piece was your favorite?? Much love to you all. Be fearless and free -Ace
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It’s the start of a new week! 2020 is almost at a close, and I’ll admit, I’ll be a little sad to see it go. I know that sounds weird, but seriously, I am so grateful for all the growth and truth 2020 has brought. This time last year I was a completely different person, as I’m sure many of you were, it just makes me wonder what can 2021 bring?
2020 is still alive for a few more weeks, it’s time to raise our vibration, harness our power and create magic! Let’s finish this year in the best way possible, let’s make ourselves proud and shine our light so strong that the whole planet feels it! I encourage you to find that space within yourself, or find that voice that is your truest you and totally live from it in these next few weeks and beyond! It’s time to thrive, you can choose to wallow in the toughness of this year or you can choose to rise up.
I had this vision to create a bulletin board full of empowering words, so I made that vision reality! I hope this is your little reminder to truly live, not to survive but, to thrive! What message speaks to you? The past is in the past, the present is alive and the future is what you make it. You can’t control the past days of this year, but, you can control the moment and the future. Live life with no regrets and be your best self! I believe in you; sending you all so much love! Be fearless and free -Ace
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We awake
Out of a dream
Or a different life
Depends on how you see it
And as you sit
Recollecting memories
Shuffling through what stands out
And releasing all your doubt
You stand up
And enter a new world
It could be cold
Or a story untold
No matter what it is
You choose to be bold
Through both worlds you live in
Even if you feel small within
Or that you are just starting to begin
You stand up everyday and enter one world
Then you lay down at the end of each day
And enter a new one
For that I hope you give yourself some love
I’ll be the little dove
Flying above
Reminding you through this poem
To give yourself credit
For living in both worlds
Ace
Fearless Free Soul 